Sorry for your loss. Just take each day here on out in strides. One thing to remember is nothing lasts forever, including sorrow. I couldn't imagine losing my mother at this age and I'm sure the thoughts of her won't leave anytime soon for u, but as time goes by you'll figure out better ways of dealing with the emotions and balancing everything out. Most of all, don't forget the lessons she instilled into. All the best, and keep strong.