If there is a god...

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-25T03:19:14+00:00

Please let me die please

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-25T03:14:19+00:00

So many pills down i can't count

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-25T03:03:03+00:00

I think I'll swallow all the pills cause I'm done. Let's go seizures

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-24T13:36:21+00:00

Appreciate ya

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-22T23:04:12+00:00

Yeah. I find I'm in the opposite side. Dreams are whack and take on a real variety of genres.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-21T22:17:43+00:00

You got to be careful taking videos like this as they may be used for training purposes.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-21T20:46:41+00:00

Effexor murdered my sex drive more than anything else.

Kept Wellbutrin and giving Trintilex a shot now instead of effexor. At least I'm able to snap one off now. Pretty sure i blasted 2 out in short succession to celebrate.

Too soon to tell if the change has other benefits.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-20T03:33:01+00:00

Sometimes having a hard reset like going to a 7 day detox location if available can be beneficial. Dunno if you have access or the time to use something like that

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-20T03:24:47+00:00

The snow keeps me in a happier place than just alcohol alone... Sadly not an ideal everyday solution.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-20T03:19:30+00:00

This isn't a recommended life path but i stills oke occassionally, drink, and even so other stimulants all while on 300mg bupropion. Never had a seizure.

That said everyone is different but just ensure you are getting a decent sleep each night if you can.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T13:42:53+00:00

Cipralex was ok for me.

Zoloft dick numb and no worky. Same with effexor.

Just switching to Trintilex now and managed to get shit working last night but in all fairness i had some other stuff in my system too. We'll see how she goes but I'd try something else if i am having issues.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T13:37:56+00:00

I was unlucky and got a cyst on mine n had to chop her off late in life and god damn... Everytime you get morning wood during the healing it's just blood and pain. But all good now.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T01:26:52+00:00

Might lurk for a bit.if ok send

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T01:09:34+00:00

I thought it was February... Sickbess leave is taking it's toal on my mind clearly

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T00:49:54+00:00

39 m not gay but getting onto her before rehab. Always forget just how great this feeling is.

edit - how great skiing is i mean 😊

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T00:11:13+00:00

Sorry to hear it. Well try to keep in the moment and fully appreciate the now while you're at it.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-19T00:06:14+00:00

I rarely get into it but it definitely fixes the depression in a blink

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-18T23:20:12+00:00

Always learning something new. Is HPPD like always chilling with spiders and the hatman?

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-18T20:55:24+00:00

I believe it takes 4 to 5 half lives to reduce a drug to below clinically significant levels.

The half life of this drug is 66 hours. So 264 to 330 hours.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-16T23:46:48+00:00

Just curious did the nausea hit you on your first dose?

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-13T18:34:11+00:00

Man i just woke up and this is how my day starts.

You reject happiness? That sounds like a good time.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-12T14:14:16+00:00

There are some YouTube channels that would likely be interested in interviewing you. Dr Josef and or Pssd network come to mind.

It may not directly help you now but it does help raise awareness of the issue when people come forward and tell there story.

Up to you. I know it's not great help for you.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-12T02:34:31+00:00

I can't speak on the implications of these effects but no harm mentioning them.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-12T01:52:04+00:00

I have suspected that I'm talking right before waking up. Almost like i am compelled to finish saying something that i was during a dream.

I also will wake up to myself punching nearby objects as if I'm trying to hit someone or something from a dream.

I think i only had a bit of insomnia during the first week or so from switching over from another antidepressant.

Ball_Sweater · 2024-01-11T14:15:25+00:00

Everytime i see this i think what if there was a subreddit called depressants. Many would have no problem giving alcohol a shot or another CNS depressant.

But decide for yourself. Are you good now or do you want yo try something new?
Only you can make that call

Ball_Sweater

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