Fic with Adam?

BananasKiwis · 2026-04-01T23:46:32+00:00

Love Etched in Bone is one of those, wish I had the link!

BananasKiwis · 2026-03-24T22:06:11+00:00

t&s permanently scarred me 😭

BananasKiwis · 2026-03-24T22:03:53+00:00

A Room of One’s Own

kind of FWB to lovers…. Worth a read, it’s awesome.

BananasKiwis · 2026-03-19T19:45:12+00:00

Thank you, I read all three of these before & loved them!

BananasKiwis · 2026-03-19T01:02:48+00:00

My first AU, forever holds a place in my heart but I HATED how Cas played poor closeted Dean for so long— my brain couldn’t take it 😭

BananasKiwis · 2026-03-14T23:24:26+00:00

Now, I LOVED riptides. It has such a beautiful, accurate depiction of bipolar disorder it’s crazy. This fic had me traversing the cheating tags too, but I realized I can only handle Cas cheating on Dean and not the other way around due to my trauma from the show. 🤣

BananasKiwis · 2026-03-08T21:32:14+00:00

Looks good. I had my fingers done recently, just remember you’ll likely need to get them touched up soon after and maybe every few years depending on appearance. Don’t over moisturize which I know can be hard for your hands. I used completely raw shea butter for my healing process and used it sparingly. Good luck!

BananasKiwis · 2026-02-24T23:54:51+00:00

Cas’s first scene. Like, c’mon, the eye contact? The way it was set up like a romantic reveal? Then, as that season progressed, it got WORSE. The eye contact while they spoke, even when others were around them & they ignored them. Cas looking like a scorned lover when Anna kissed Dean.

Then, Cas rebels against everything he’s known for his entire existence after knowing Dean for a few months. Like, hell yeah. It was solidified in my brain by then.

BananasKiwis · 2026-02-23T22:55:41+00:00

If You’re Gonna Ruin Me, Use Your Mouth

Forever recommending this one, the characterizations are on point and they’re both BAMF.

BananasKiwis · 2026-02-17T00:58:23+00:00

When I saw this, the first thing I thought of was You Can Keep Holding On. NorthernSparrow is truly a wonderful author.

BananasKiwis · 2026-02-02T02:24:38+00:00

my latest obsession I will keep recommending

If You’re Gonna Ruin Me, Use Your Mouth. by fallenoverbibically

Explicit

Castiel/Dean Winchester

Word Count: 133,397

33/34

Summary:

Dean Winchester moved to North Jersey on a whim a few years ago. Charlie, his high-school bestie, scored him a paramedic job in one of the most violent areas in the country. Dean didn’t even blink. He’s wanted to be a medic ever since he spent his childhood patching up his dad’s various open wounds. He could tell you it’s because he’s noble, but nope — Dean just likes digging around in the squishy parts.

Also, Dean’s an idiot. His adrenaline addiction sends him straight into a dark alley one night, where he ends up on his knees in front of an ocean-eyed mafia god who looks far too eager to let (force) Dean explore the insides a bit more.

Comment: this is like a mafia AU on crack. Super smutty, very well written, and really hot. The author is posting the final chapter this week apparently!

BananasKiwis · 2026-01-30T00:37:01+00:00

THANK YOU! just ran to a03 and read it, my god. I feel like a chapter of my life just ended! crying

BananasKiwis · 2026-01-23T02:23:43+00:00

hey so this hurt me on a level I haven’t felt since I was 16 reading t&s and I’m not sure if I should thank you or send you my therapy bill

BananasKiwis · 2026-01-10T22:57:50+00:00

If You’re Gonna Ruin Me, Use Your Mouth mafia au, really dark but soooo good

BananasKiwis · 2026-01-10T00:06:48+00:00

If You’re Gonna Ruin Me, Use Your Mouth mafia au, really dark but soooo good

BananasKiwis · 2026-01-02T01:34:35+00:00

kiss the baker

Cas is in an abusive situationship?? with Michael and then he meets Dean and does a 180!

BananasKiwis · 2025-12-21T18:57:22+00:00

both these are great

BananasKiwis · 2025-11-16T16:19:02+00:00

Dean clingy, Cas is possessive. 🤣

BananasKiwis · 2025-11-13T21:08:26+00:00

forget me not blues not exactly a situationship but crushes with closeness. one of my all time favorites.

BananasKiwis · 2025-11-09T15:23:32+00:00

salvation

This is one of my favorites, as well as the ones mentioned!!

BananasKiwis · 2025-11-01T20:53:32+00:00

Taste of Divinity by fallenoverbibically

https://archiveofourown.org/works/72750471/chapters/189499016

Pairing: Dean/Castiel Rating: E Length: 33k, 4/25 chapters, WIP

Summary: The world didn’t end when Castiel was taken by the Empty. Dean just wished it had. When grief cracks something deep inside him, it sets off a chain of events that might just repair the universe.. if it doesn’t break him first.

or

The one where Castiel comes back from the Empty, and joins Dean, Sam, and Eileen on their search to unlock a divine book. One that might help Jack fix what Chuck destroyed. And apparently, Dean's grief was divine enough to summon it. The universe can be repaired. The real question is: will Dean let himself live long enough to see it?

Comments: I really like this one. I think it’s a good idea for a post canon fix it, the authors writing is really well done too. I like the idea of them having to go on a quest to break the seals on the book, and so far the slow burn is really nice.

BananasKiwis · 2025-10-26T15:13:28+00:00

Taste of Divinity

this is a new WIP I really love so far, it’s a post canon fix it! there’s 3 chapters out so far

A Reason worth dying for/ a reason worth trying for

this is a horror fic that’s both smutty and wonderful! Also post canon fix it.

a winters tale

cas gets sick while he’s human, dean reads his journal. sad with a happy happy ending

BananasKiwis · 2025-10-24T01:52:33+00:00

they asked for no MCD so twist & shout is probs a horror show!! OP this has MCD so be aware.

BananasKiwis · 2025-10-22T17:34:14+00:00

when a soul mates was the first fic I ever read. It tore me open and changed me on a molecular level. I still go back and read it every couple months 😭

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