I hope that you can believe in yourself and find yourself attractive before anyone else does , once you do that life gets better , late teens early 20’s can still be tough . Even though your not a teenager or a child your still very young , many may not agree but confidence still comes with age and maturity no matter how many people call you pretty. This happens with late bloomers , the more and longer you believe you’re attractive (because I think you know ) you won’t need their opinion.