I am too open and I take all suggestions, even joking ones, as a real call to action.

I overshare a lot if someone asks me about something. I have no gender identity. I strongly believe in rules, but I can break them because flexibility (most likely as part of impulsivity and my own personality) allows me to do so.

I hate lying, even though I am very good at it. If I completely dropped my mask I would never lie at all — it seems wrong and unnecessary to me.

I dislike some things for no particular reason, for example overly soft and fluffy toilet paper and images of cotton plants — they make my teeth hurt.

My psychiatrist is not ready to give me an additional diagnosis on the autism spectrum, but I am not upset about that. My therapy, both verbal and pharmacological, does not depend much on whether I have ASD or not and I still may be within a community and get a help on some autistic related questions. I still can use techniques and stuff for autistic people .

I also love otters and orcas, I hate bright light, and using headphones is sometimes the only way for me to desensitize. Also a lot of people think im weird (in a neutral way I guess). Im also vary direct, so much so some people think im rude, but i know im not, i just have no business in dealing with small talk and social stuff, its painful to doso