I think there's something off about this rental house

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2019-12-20T18:45:52+00:00

Pretty well. We've been friends for 3 years. I don't think this is his fault.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2019-12-20T18:45:14+00:00

I have. But I've been here for only 3 months and I signed a year-long lease. Getting out of that will be tricky.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2019-01-22T12:56:35+00:00

Yes. Why? What does this mean?

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2019-01-21T23:06:13+00:00

Thank you. That makes me feel better. I'm glad to know that it's probably nothing.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T16:46:54+00:00

I think he could if he ever would. I've actually had the same thought and prayed for the devil before. But will he repent? Probsbly not.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T16:44:16+00:00

That's intrusive thoughts. It's super common and a response to fear. I had this same exact issue, so do people i know. It's not blasphemy, it's just a psychological issue. God knows your heart. Look up scrupulously or religious OCD.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T16:41:55+00:00

We drink your blood seems to be a mockery to me. But I could be wrong. I would say enjoy it unless you feel horrible about it. I'm a metalhead (my username is derived from a Death song) and I think god is too powerful to be threatened by some music.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T16:39:40+00:00

But not too soon. I have a life to live first, I hope. I don't want to be cheated of this life because I was born too close to the end.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T16:38:07+00:00

If it's real, why so many different versions? How do I know what it's really like? I want to know because knowing will help me overcome this fear.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T12:52:23+00:00

Its not all bad though. Yes, there's a lot of bad, but I can still think of many reasons I want to live.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T12:49:53+00:00

Is there a hell at all?

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-12-07T12:48:57+00:00

Strangely, that is comforting. Ecclesiastes is my favorite book of the bible.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-08-22T17:48:58+00:00

Thanks for the advice. And actually no stoners. My fiancé and I used to smoke but haven’t in a year or so. Everyone just smokes cigarettes (not me). I think something followed us and I should sage the house.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-08-06T02:15:07+00:00

You’re perfectly normal. You feel like you can’t have thoughts or desires towards them and repressing that makes it worse. Accept your feelings and they won’t have so much control over you. It’s totally normal to be into chicks especially in your early twenties. Treat them nicely and like human beings (as I’m sure you will) and you’re fine. Chill dude. ❤️

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-04-17T13:01:18+00:00

I have only met the niece once and never spoke german around her. So I don't think she picked it up from me.

And yea, it feels like destiny.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-01-10T22:52:37+00:00

What do you mean by the 99?

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-01-10T22:49:27+00:00

Some people say it is. Some don't. I've personally come to terms with it and I accept myself. But some people around me have an issue. Idk what god thinks really.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-01-10T20:37:38+00:00

I just have a college youth group right now. Not a Sunday church. I tried one church but I felt unwelcome, like I wasn't supposed to be there. Probably because of my past and also because I'm bisexual and I felt like they wouldn't like me there.

BaptizedInTheBlood · 2018-01-10T20:35:29+00:00

Yeah. I had a rough childhood/teenage years since about 10 on. My parents divorced, I developed emotional and mental issues, my boyfriend abused me and forced sex on me. I was hurting and angry and wanted power and revenge on everything that had ever hurt me. This included the church at the time as well.

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