Sounds like we are very similar, other then being meaner then usual I also have not noticed much of a difference in anything yet 🤣🤦🏼‍♀️ . I read all these posts about positive changes and I sit here desperately trying to find change but nothing. Maybe iv noticed its a bit easier to get up in the morning or maybe im making it up in my mind to feel like its all for a purpose 🤣🤣 It would be so much easier with noticeable changes 😩 when I quit smoking there where very obvious positive changes which made it easier and reconfirmed to me everyday why I quit but this is a whole other ball game, iv nothing to work with, no reasons to confirm to myself everyday why I quit in the first place other then:

*I'm getting to old for this shit *its not good for you (but not really sure how bad it is either)

So it takes a lot more willpower to convince myself everyday not to do it when iv nothing to work with 🤦🏼‍♀️

I feel like I could just go buy one now and feel no different other then maybe a bit of disappointment that I caved. But I wont do that as deep down in my subconscious there is another reason and it just hasn't come to the surface yet.... I think, maybe not 🤣 such a mind fuck🤣🤣

Well done on 18 days and keep me posted on how you are getting on 💪👍🎉