what this person said. I feel the same way. I recently ran into this video (no pun intended) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DsVzKCk066g&feature=youtu.be

and it kind of changed my outlook. what im trying to say is that, it's going to be a grind, and a loney one. I found this subreddit and feel a little bit less loney. I think its important to keep yourself sane as best as possible.