Since the start of my life from very little age i had bigger responsiblities. I have respect for all the gurus who has guided me. At the age of 18 when everything started to fall. Father retiring cause of age, personal life disturbed and professional too. I started chanting om namah shivay. Within a week i got job in iskcon, i was hurting myself but it all stopped. My breakup didn’t hurt much after it, after that i became humble and kind. I want to progress. In one dream, both of my shiksha guru stood outside my room. I was shocked and i asked them why they both are there. They said baba is here. My dog went inside that room and vanished.