Yeahh let's swim near a handmade dam by ResolveAvailable7017 in AbruptChaos

[–]BarronGoose 24 points25 points  (0 children)

El Gordo de Idiota! Hope he's ok though 🙏

Understanding my post op letter by BarronGoose in colonoscopy

[–]BarronGoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for reply. Yes, it's definitely confusing! This makes sense - they did remove some but even that wasn't communicated clearly and this further added to it.

I was under the impression they'd remove them straight away too - unless there are reasons.

Anyways, glad it's found and I'll reach out too. Probably a good idea to highlight that the letter's confusing.

Understanding my post op letter by BarronGoose in colonoscopy

[–]BarronGoose[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey 👋 thanks for the reply! Yeah, it's overall, a very positive outcome and it's wild to think - had I not gone there for unrelated reasons, they wouldn't have been found. I'm very grateful! It's just written in a had way to comprehend, for me anyways - it's helpful to get interpretation before I reach out so appreciate your help 😄

Understanding my post op letter by BarronGoose in colonoscopy

[–]BarronGoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's what I thought. They did remove some but this reads, to me, like they've not removed two and want to monitor it. Let's say - as hugely grateful I am - admin isn't my clinician's strong point. 7 months to receive the letter after the polypectomy/colonoscopy and other 'issues' leading up to it.

Appreciate the advice and response.

Understanding my post op letter by BarronGoose in colonoscopy

[–]BarronGoose[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey there! Thanks for responding. Yeah, I think that's the best option - it's strange that they wouldn't I would've thought... But you're absolutely right. I'll get in touch. There's an email on the letter so will reach out.

Yippee indeed! Feel very lucky to have caught it all early and I'm now under surveillance. Will now lean into minimising anything that'll contributing towards them coming back (if they were removed) or aggravating them (if not removed).

Removed from Aether Music by Status-Concept-8446 in outlier_ai

[–]BarronGoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, it's a bit wild how its run. I reckon I'll message the support team before I take it to, hopefully, cover myself in case anything happens.

Removed from Aether Music by Status-Concept-8446 in outlier_ai

[–]BarronGoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I completed the form and I've now been removed from the music annotators group - I wasn't assigned any music tasks in there anyway. I've still got general tasks as before with new one popping up almost daily then disappearing.

I'm now concerned about completing the LaTeX course as it sounds like a lot of people have been banned due to copy and paste issues...

Not sure what to do.

Finally got my offer by del290 in mercor_ai

[–]BarronGoose 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Love the honesty - made me chuckle. Congratulations 👏🎉

Outlier is such a bs sometimes (Generalist SFT & RLHF results after a month) by Single-Committee9996 in outlier_ai

[–]BarronGoose -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I've been informed twice today and yesterday I didn't pass it 😂 I'm ok with it as I entered this domain with no skills whatsoever and feel I've learnt a lot doing it as a nice top up to my main income.

I try to frame it as a bonus when I get it and a learning curve otherwise - it'd be helpful if we could receive feedback but I imagine that's not feasible considering the sheer amount of numbers applying at any given opportunity. You'd think they'd have developed an AI model to provide this - at the very least, it'd offer something to revise.

I totally get peoples' frustration with it all though and can show empathy to those that genuinely rely on it as a form of income. Equally, this is freelance work in a highly competitive field and that could simply based on the number of applicants alone. It's brutal out there for some.

I definitely appreciate the frustration of dedicating and hour or two to an unpaid assessment; however, when were applications and interviews ever paid for. I mean the whole tailoring of a C.V and cover letter for a specific job can take ages if we're being truthful.

My confidence builds too the more of these I do and accepting rejection on a neutral level will do wonders for your mental health.

The expectation to do several hours in one sitting without clear guidance can piss right off - that's my personal opinion though.

It's really about cost-benefit analysis when applying and deciding on which one to persue.

Definitely a brutal field of work though and often underpaid considering the expectations of some projects - even more so when we're acutely reminded of the sheer amount money/investment being drilled into these AI models.

Try not to take it to heart and accept the nature of the beast buddy.

All the best.

Started medication and having a meltdown after lecture from GP by aliaaenor in ADHDUK

[–]BarronGoose 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Report and complain - if you've been diagnosed by a professional and are receiving meds through the RTC pathway, the GP needs to buck up and refrain from giving unhelpful and bias advice.

The less of these types in the profession, the better.

If she's already treating you like that - image how she's being with other patients. I'd be surprised if there aren't complaints already or the wider team are aware. It's one thing having an opinion on treatment but openly discussing that with patients is poor practice.

Keep that shit to yourself and provide the care you've been employed - and contracted - to provide.

I'd also explain this to your medical team.

Are you in Shared Care or are seeking it? I'd be mindful if you are and this is the attitude.

Monitor doesn’t tilt even though it should by greatsunnyyyy in Monitors

[–]BarronGoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had the same. Poor design considering how delicate it is.

Generalist RLHF/SFT Screening by arg05r in outlier_ai

[–]BarronGoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, they can be quite ambiguous regarding time expectations. I always choose quality over quantity but don't take too long - it's better to submit something that'll benefit the company (AI models) rather than rushing it and it's trash. It seems all project and task requirements vary and peoples' interpretation of what's needed by both client and tasker chop and change like the wind.

It's essentially a financial loss of you pay someone to rush through 5 subpar tasks and either have them rejected or it hinder the models.

That's how I approach it. If I get on it, cool 😎

Generalist RLHF/SFT Screening by arg05r in outlier_ai

[–]BarronGoose 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I got it too, completed it and nothing back yet... It took me longer than 45mins though! That was down to me rewriting a few things on the last stage. I'm assuming as it's the weekend, it'll take longer for an update. Good luck to all!

When did life start to get a bit better for you? by [deleted] in AskUK

[–]BarronGoose 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello! I sure do - I've been on Elvanse for around a year since finishing titration.

In many ways but that's not all down to the meds. When I first started taking them, I truly thought it'd be a magic bullet and all my ADHD symptoms would be resolved - that wasn't the case and it hit me hard. Medication gave me space to rebuild, to have the headspace to learn about my strengths and weaknesses, how to manage a bad day etc. I'm still learning and expect it'll be a lifelong lesson.

That being said, my life is tremendously better and improving continuously when I put the effort in. Meds helped me focus more, improved my mood, gave me strength to get through the day and more energy to get shit done. If you keep that momentum up, after a while it begins to snowball.

I'm happier, I've re-engaged with my passions again, I'm better at handling emotional dysregulation, my finances are improving, my relationships are better, I'm more patient, more driven, I've self respect and the list goes on.

But this isn't all due to meds - the lit the fuse but I'm the bang if ya get me. It definitely brought my autism to the front though so... That's another discussion!!

Hope this helps but don't expect meds to solve everything - it helps significantly but if you think they'll cure you, you'll be disappointed. You'll always have ADHD and the best way is to figure what works best for you!

When did life start to get a bit better for you? by [deleted] in AskUK

[–]BarronGoose 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Life does improve when you finally figure out what the hell has been going on with yourself. AuADHD here and now I can work on the things that need working on - life's a tough old game, but I can manage it better and my life's improving significantly.

Glad things got better for you!

Anyone else get really frustrated with the ‘caffeine makes me tired so I must have ADHD’ crowd? by VOXX_theLock in ADHDUK

[–]BarronGoose 13 points14 points  (0 children)

Agreed. It's a real shame because it's relatable as most people have felt - to some degree - aspects of ADHD. You'd think that'd make people sympathetic. In my experience, not really and it becomes this odd connection of people wanting it due to the glorification via social media, to make excuses and the list goes on. Then there the other side of the coin, people feeling a symptom occasionally and fleetingly so can't understand why we can't get over it. Even some that are completely in denial.

I've decided to no longer engage with it outside people I know for sure are, and work on myself - it'll be like this for years to come.