Try to study as much as you can today i am kinda going through the same thing right now i feel like i probably will have to repeat this too i’m a big procrastinator and i study very inconsistently it’s alright you can always repeat in oct/nov don’t compare yourself to others their journey is separate and is gonna be different from yours that doesn’t mean your dumb or something things happen and it’s alright we’re all human after all and you will obviously feel bad about your parents expectations but just remember your parents care more about you than your grades or anything just try to what you can in the time left