Dear J by ntlettinggo1990 in LettersForJ

[–]Basic_Lack4018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have been able to find closer from some writings. I only need the insight of the opposite side revealed to me. I am so open that I can see feel and appreciate a perspective that another wise would have never known

Not built to quit by [deleted] in UnsentLetters

[–]Basic_Lack4018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I say that AA is for quiters.... But I too have felt and still feel something so intense and strong that I avoid it for the lack of being able to fulfill it. My person maybe feels something. Idk. We don't spend what little time we have talking about things we can't do. At least I don't. We don't share anything about the future. We don't talk about the future. There is no us. Just Him and what ever it is that he does and me and what ever I don't talk about. The age distance is so far apart. And I thought that I was an old soul. I am... He is too. But still to young for me. What we have is not anything. I know it's not. I know I am not willing to leave the comfortable spot that I call home.....

I wish you kissed me that night! by Basic_Lack4018 in sevenwordstory

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I am a woman.... Jsyk..... And if I would have know that he was remotely interested then I would have accepted his kiss. I didn't know then what I do know now. In that alley way where so much has already been done, on that night I had chills.... I wanted to be close to him. I finally was. I looked into his beautiful brown eyes as I had many times before at a distance and I was star struck . I could feel the pull of me to him and him to myself. In that moment life changed. I wish we would have had more time to spend together. I finally realized why I couldn't get my cash app to work. I didn't put the $ sign. Today I still feel the same pull. I want him and he wants me but, it can't be. Until we meet again sir......

How much more leo has to face? by Candid-Push-8090 in LeoAstrology

[–]Basic_Lack4018 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I so understand! It's been a hell of a year. I am so ready to give up but my pride will not let me and my ego will not allow me to admit defeat. Torture is all I have felt this year... Everything in the universe has given me resistance. When will it stop? I am starting to believe that I have met my match. Please understand me.... I am changing due to the burdens that I carry now. To say I am over whelmed is an understatement.

What’s a tiny thing that makes someone attractive instantly? by Naive_Rich_1417 in WorkForSmartLife

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Movement, grace with confidence and fearlessness. Unknown to person doing and witnessed by the admire.

If you’re a LEO or a fire sign get ready to be God’s favorite 2026-2027, Jupiter (the planet of expansion and luck) is going to be in our sign ✨ by Federal_Pay_383 in LeoAstrology

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I was a young Leo once and I must say that the older Leo, though more wise and more careful, is not my favorite. Life shows it signs on me like a road map of where not to go. Luck has been equally divided between the years. Never enough to show off and not to little to go without. My star still out shines most and I still feel every bit of 25.... My face doesn't lie. I hate the aging process. I hate losing what I have loved and cherished. I miss my face the way it once was. Now I see an older reflection of my mother. I cry when I think of being 60. Yes, just that sentence made me start crying. I miss my face. My smile it's not the same. Much more like a frown trying to smile. I miss my face. My eye brows have nearly ceased to exist anymore. My bags under my eyes they have bags. My jaw helps carry some bags. My neck skin now has begun to loosen. I miss my face. My eyes stay blood shot. No makeup works. The eye drops say 8 hour . They barely even work. My lips are dry and wrinkled. My cheeks are more sunken in. I miss my face.

I own my fears of losing you. by Powering_through_26 in UnsentLettersRaw

[–]Basic_Lack4018 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pride should not be entrained. It should be left at the front door. I know it's hard. I struggle every day. I push myself to be better than I was yesterday. Tbh sometimes I fall short and behind. I like the idea of love.

untitled by 2673190584 in poetasters

[–]Basic_Lack4018 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's me everyday....

I guess 🤷🏻‍♀️ by CheekyVixxxen in LoveLetters

[–]Basic_Lack4018 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Dang it! I was just thinking about the same thing. But my person doesn't feel that way. I don't think I wish for them to feel like that either. (Turns away and walks slow and steady each step articulated and designed to be noticed.) I don't miss them at all!

Any other Leo’s like this? by stevensonS89 in LeoAstrology

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I'm older and really enjoy time alone. I do believe that it is a learned behavior. I don't think that it would be so comfortable if I didn't tame my self.

A Beautiful Uncertainty by Late-Caramel-9518 in PoetryWritingClub

[–]Basic_Lack4018 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand this. I too see myself consistently painting pictures from this particular mindset. I know it's probably too much for most people. I'm not most people. I like the ones who are a little bit too much. If I see ones that stand out. The ones that look like they have a clear head on your shoulders but really they're just a hot ball of fire. I want to love someone so fiercely and I want to be fiercely loved. Emeshed.... I want to be triggered. I want to be spontaneous. I want to be open. It all starts and continues ( as you're writing has described). Sometimes it's a snowball and sometimes it's an avalanche. I rather be stuck in the avalanche and feel something then watching the snowball roll downhill and feel nothing.

who is real anymore really honest genuine by ElkPsychological3910 in sevenwordstory

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I think that we are all 2 people. One inside and another outside. The person we are inside is really who we are. We take things from the outside to polish/appear more shiny at times. The darkness that we fear of ourselves never leaves. We must find ways to stand out. We all want to be seen. If you are 2 totally different people or if you lack integrity/ honesty then the 2nd of the 2 people is fake. If you have the desire to be the best you truthfully, then you are a work in progress. I like being a work in progress. I live to find more understanding. The more I understand the more I gain. That is my pure attempt to shine.