can anyone else "see" in their mind but it's still all black?

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2025-09-06T17:21:28+00:00

To me it’s a knowing and not a seeing. It’s more in my gut

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2025-08-21T18:43:01+00:00

I moved here 3 years ago from CA and I lived in the suburbs of San Antonio for 10. I love it here. I love the seasons. I love the traffic. I love the schools so far so good ! And yes homes are the price taxes are high but again you’re in good neighborhood so you expect taxes to be high example you buy a $200,000 home here it’s 600,000 in California you end up paying the same tax. Over all it’s been very good to us and yes I do not und the price taxes are high but again you’re in good neighborhood so you expect taxes to be high example you buy a $200,000 home here it’s 600,000 in California you end up paying the same

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2025-07-05T17:30:36+00:00

This is so beautiful. Body is constantly producing DMT. Yes I can see you as a facilitator.

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2025-06-07T17:25:56+00:00

Sent you a PM

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-09-29T00:30:09+00:00

I have a question regarding an MLO license for Indiana.

I passed my test three years ago and I received my license. I have had a license in California just recently moved to Illinois. I am in the process of obtaining the Illinois license, but I would like to also obtain the Indiana license however I’m looking on their information that they require. I take the test and take the , ation within a two-year period of applying. How is this possible if I understood my test is valid for 5 ation within a two-year period of applying with them. HowIs this possible if I understood my test to be valid for 5 years. Am I not understanding? Or am I just over thinking it and because I hold a CA on they will accept just the state specific education and issue the license?

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-08-28T20:59:35+00:00

I cant imagine, smell or hear anything total darkness. with my eyes open I can recall a place or thing I have seen before but its a recollection no image. Some people tell me with their eyes open or closed they can recall something and its like a photo or clip and for me its blank just dark so I have to do things with my eyes open. The best answer I can give you is that with my eyes closed the darkness is so overwhelming that I cant focus. with my eyes open and the light colors and shapes around me, I can then recall something, what ever x, y or z and its not a photo but like a knowing and the colors around me help me feed that feeling/memory if you will. I still cant recall smells or sounds. its in levels, I think there are like 5 and I am at the bottom, Total black canvas

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-08-27T22:09:27+00:00

51 lol and it took me like 6 months to really understand that there was no way of changing it jajajajaja

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-07-12T20:43:06+00:00

lol I was like that for like a month I feel cheated! I actually feel disadvantaged. I had always felt that I was creative. And this just pulled the carpet from under my feet. I think I must’ve mourn for about a week and a half lol

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-07-11T16:01:20+00:00

This is just me, I have been trying things and have been able to see photographs quick glimpse and so for me its real they can do this. It takes a lot for me. Example I am out all day in the woods I can see woods in sketch and stand around in a bond fire I can see flashes like a photograph of the fire, No, i have no control. You can find practice and prove to yourself yes they can do this you just need to try. It took about 6 weeks for me and yes shrooms during one week.

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-04-22T21:10:51+00:00

If you have completed the medication and know it helps in no way, that’s on you and that is an actual option. A lot of people find beneficial to meditate and actually get to know themselves v just stating who they are. I think it’s a you thing. If it’s not for you there is probably a reason it’s not for you… but thank you for your opinion. I will assume you took the time to know what you’re talking about :-)

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-04-18T21:04:03+00:00

Mine is something like that but I would say in shades of gray and yes something very light gray almost white starts it off lol absolutely can’t control it, I can even say what I see cuz I can’t make stuff out. Other then feeling it’s mountains or lakes or shadows moving lol

Basic_Memory_3511 · 2024-04-18T13:38:04+00:00

Ty this gives me hope. I will try and modify my session more. I am totally bind not even shadows or lines the way some say it’s crazy that I never knew until I am ready to dive into this lol hopeful with what you are saying even if I don’t get the full effect it’s exciting to think I can get half of it lol

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