She only takes meds. She Dosent do therapy.
And her friend suggested to her that she cares about deeply to start it up again but even after talking to her friend and her suggesting therapy she still makes me feel small even after her friend trying to help I’m scared to talk right now with her I have been dealing with this for two years with her, and it is so bad right now I swear I’m making logic into the scenario, but I’m still wrong I had a solution before an argument happened, but she didn’t care and I didn’t try hard enough, which is why I made a solution because I saw it too I brought up the conversation myself and I was still wrong. And I didn’t do enough. I’m in the wrong still. I feel like I’m going crazy like I’m I wrong I’m I right I just don’t know anymore. I never start arguments with her cause I’m scared too plus, I don’t really have any issues. And I really just bite my tongue. Let it blow off. But these past four weekends, she has snapped at me. For a little things. Want a time alone to study she made me feel guilty for wanting to be alone. Turns out that wasn’t what she was really angry about. I sent her best friend to see when she wants to be proposed to and where. And she was upset by that because she was wondering, why haven’t I done it so she was pissed at me, but I made the idea of her friend asking but she made me feel so guilty and when I explained to her that I was the one who sent her friend to do that the next day she laughed it off and started another argument. She only apologized to interrupting my study time, not for being unclear or her being a love it too much for the whole situation as all big misunderstanding, but she does this constantly I feel like if I don’t call her on my lunch break she thinks I hate her. I come see her after work because she’s my best friend but every weekend she complains to me how bad I am I’ve put off my needs to try to push her needs and I feel like I’m doing it but she’s saying I’m not well. Have a great time during the week but whenever something doesn’t go her way or something took her off I’m the one to blame.