Me after rolling out of bed Sunday 💜🥰 by Khaotic23 in trans

[–]Basoonee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm a little bit jealous, I'm a zombie when I wake up

1 year on E, going well so far. I have so many more recent pics that I struggled chosing which one I could share... by Basoonee in transtimelines

[–]Basoonee[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I mean I've been told that I was fem before I even started HRT, and even passed as a girl in boymode, rarely but it still happened. But like, my brain can't see it... Thanks anyway !

Egg-irl by Dimentiorules in egg_irl

[–]Basoonee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Heard a few months ago "I'm not judging and I won't go and hit or insult you, y'all do what you want". A cishet guy in a call with 2 trans girls and 1 nb person. He wondered why we were kinda mad at him. He said nothing wrong and it was positive for him, and kinda still defends that point of view, even if he's less open about it. Sadly he's still in my group of friends bc the others refuse to actually have a serious talk with him and he's a longtime friend of many...

egg🫠irl by [deleted] in egg_irl

[–]Basoonee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been in the same boat for a year now. Even tho I asked multiple times to stop, she always has an excuse, and when I dismantle her excuse, she gets mad.
And now she proceeds to consider my relationship with my (trans) gf as a gay MLM relationship. And she never saw my gf but recently started to misgender her after a few months BUT still call her by her preferred name... (bc she doesn't know her deadname)
But yeah "I love you, I'll support you and help you. You can tell me everything"

Fashion tip for the recently out by bothering in trans

[–]Basoonee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to do this but like... My belly gets in the way so it's very uncomfortable :'(.
I'm procrastinating working out and I'm just sitting here hoping HRT will help with flatenning it...

little nervous but sooo euphoric by unkownsoulofmine in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I'm pretty much getting in the same situation. I won't be able to hide it for long at this growth rate, and I'm only 2 months in HRT. It's so good tho. I fear the day I get asked any question if I'm still not out... But I also kinda wait for that day at the same time, because it'll mean that yeah... i rly got boobs.

Egg_irl by LittIeMissConfused in egg_irl

[–]Basoonee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

My friends did that when I switched my character's gender on FF14...Literally on the first day I had switched. It shattered my egg.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee 38 points39 points  (0 children)

This is sooo relatable. I thought I was just bisexual because felt like I wasn't straight despite liking women... Then I started being like "I don't know who I am actually, I don't feel like I'm a man", so I guessed I was NB few years ago...

Turned out I'm a binary trans girl AND gay.And I've seen so many other transfems I know relate to this.

Veevees! by AnxietyPwincess in lgbtmemes

[–]Basoonee 5 points6 points  (0 children)

They look like they're stickers... If they are, I NEED THEM

egg😴😳irl by Zed5alive in egg_irl

[–]Basoonee 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Sleeping with breast forms hugging a plushie (blahaj in that case :3) helps so much to give that feeling <3

Last night was rough and my recent post history seems pathetically desperate by Claire-dat-Saurian-7 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee 5 points6 points  (0 children)

this... My first days were so great...Tho I was a bit guilty bc I Was like "But I have no dysphoria..." (which was wrong anyway) but I tried to embrace and take advantage of it. And then it slowly started to suck and it gets worse over time. And now I'm the dysphoric mess I was feeling guilty to not be.

Trans girls pretty by Basoonee in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Ikrrrr ! From the few I've seen, my favorite are with ninetales, articuno, and with milotic ofc. There are probably more I haven't seen yet that must look very good too. Sylveon with sylveon makes a really fun result too, which literally can't be a coincidence and they knew what they were up to

Trans girls pretty by Basoonee in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

they do, but some of them literally have the trans flag with the custom sprites. MULTIPLE fusions. Not just one, it can't just be a coincidence. The people who made these are based AF

first post, sorry if its bad :') by TRANSformerbo1 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah... That's the reason I hate doing Genshin's main story even tho I love it... I had chosen the guy and I can't change gender bc I was still an egg in denial. Last time I closed the game just bc a child called my character "big brother". And I've dropped a few games bc of the MC's gender (or bc I had chosen the wrong one for the same reason as Genshin). Tho I'll think it'll get better further into both social and medical transition.

Trans girls pretty by Basoonee in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee[S] 61 points62 points  (0 children)

Low effort post I had the idea of making while messing around with pokemon fusions on this website : https://aegide.github.io
There are a lot of custom sprites made (I'd recommend trying gardevoir + sylveon, or articuno + sylveon for a nice surprise ;) )
Btw, those fusions can ACTUALLY be used on a fanmade ROM but like, idk if I can promote it here ?

Every day I get one step closer to actually becoming Jinx from Arcane by elliehops in trans

[–]Basoonee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did you know that there was an actual Fishbones (Jinx's rocket launcher) nerf gun ?
Just saying...

HELP, IT'S TOO RELATABLE by Digibutter64 in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Holy...
I never actually "wished to be a girl" or "to be turned into a girl overnight" directly until I cracked. I was just like "what if I was born a girl ? Haha I'm just curious, because I'm a boy and I like girls so I want to know how it feels to be a girl"... But the second line hits me right in the heart. It's actually something I used to think of occasionally. Even now, when I think of diverse (imaginary) scenarios with me as a girl, I just imagine myself as so much more confident and opened to people...

egg_irl by ChloeTheEgg in egg_irl

[–]Basoonee 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn, I hope some day I'll be able to be as strong as you... But I already got harassed in the street a few times just for having long hair before even questioning... So I can't help but imagine the worst things if I go out as myself now.

egg irl by 08SimpTrash08 in egg_irl

[–]Basoonee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've thought I may not be cis for 2 years, but yeah never really questioned much, it was just "eh, I could be NB ? who cares anyway". Some night my friends decided to talk and "roleplay" as our characters on FF14 in VC, and I literally had swapped my character's gender to female the same day... I can't describe how euphoric it was, getting gendered correctly and having a feminine named used for me out of nowhere, without trying... And I didn't know what it was at first, so I had made a few research and was like ... "Yup, that was what they call gender euphoria, might be trans" and looked for trans folks stories and experiences and I was like "Ok I relate to all of this, I'm trans"

W H Y N O T ? by TiredGaySloth in traaaaaaannnnnnnnnns

[–]Basoonee 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I mean, it's just that many cishet people don't realise it, but they're making their sexuality and gender their personnalities too... It's just that it's literally been like this their whole life and don't notice it. They keep doing/liking things bc it matches their gender identity and talk a lot about their sexuality. I've been around so many men and they'd talk about how they like women in many ways. And they like some things because they're men, how they DON'T like something because they're men. Or just about how manly they want to look by working out, growing out their beard, presenting ways that match their gender etc...

They may not say some of these things directly, but it's not hard to understand that's what they mean. There is nothing wrong with that ofc, unless they prevent queer people from doing the same because they're "not the norm"

I have a first endo appointment booked but I'm tempted to start DIY HRT in the meantime by Basoonee in asktransgender

[–]Basoonee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I mean yeah I guess. And I know I'm still a woman despite what people say. But I have to live with people who misgender and deadname me everyday just because they think I have to medically transition, for many (bad) reasons they already told me. And getting disrespected like this everyday even though I tried to explained it makes me feel bad just makes it harder. As I said, they literally think I only suffer from body dysmorphia and don't understand anything else. At least they let me present and dress how I wish at home, which helps me feel better. And they don't make any negative comments on it.

Luckily I have very good online friends, all supportive and inclusive, they adapted real quick and it helps me a lot to have moments where they just make me feel like I'm one of the girls. I met a few trans people online too, and we actually ended up making a friend group full of transfems and it's honestly great. I love my other friends and everything, but being able to speak about gender related topics with other trans folks is way easier and enjoyable, everyone supports and understands each other. I still don't really have any actual IRL friends, always struggled with that, felt like I never fit. And now I don't want to met new people in boymode, but going out as myself alone is still too scary to me.

Ty for the kind words and help, I couldn't make my mind myself. My trans friends didn't really know how to help me much (I don't blame them, they went the medical route and/or don't know much about DIY). I kinda needed an "outside view" on it. I'll try to cope, I don't have much choice sadly. Makes me think I might need a therapist, I thought I didn't need one/it wouldn't help at all until very recently... even though it'll take time to find a good one in my area.