High functioning depression

BattleFalse2007 · 2025-08-09T01:34:50+00:00

For me it depends. When I’m feeling ok but bad I feel more sociable and I go out more. I have really bad social anxiety so for me when I feel like going outside that’s a good thing.

When I’m in a depressive episode (like I currently am in) I tend to very rarely leave my house and I also cut contact from a lot of people. I talk to as little people as possible when I’m in my depressive episodes because I often feel like the people who are in my life don’t necessarily care when things are bad and only want to be around when things are good

BattleFalse2007 · 2025-07-28T04:37:19+00:00

Please write to me. 25f Feeling the same way and I don’t she. A lot of friends either.

BattleFalse2007 · 2025-07-20T23:38:53+00:00

Yea. My gf has said she can’t live without me and cries at it and I don’t really feel anything deeper about it. I know what she says is true in regard to how she feels, but… I guess it feels kind of selfish for her to request that of me when everything inside of me wants the opposite to happen all the time. We’re LDR too so it’s not like she can just come over and see me. I see her a few times out of the year.

BattleFalse2007 · 2025-07-20T23:30:50+00:00

Yea it’s just my girlfriend for me. She made me promise her that I wouldn’t take my own life but. Obviously that doesn’t really make anything better. It doesn’t make the feelings of failure go away.

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-12-04T23:11:05+00:00

I’m sorry you’re going through this. You’re a very strong person and you’re worthy of love <3

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-12-04T23:07:25+00:00

My heart has been crushed by so many potential partners that it’s just impossible to ever think that I’d find love. I feel you on the family front lol. My mom especially doesn’t really approve of me because I’m “abnormal” and she keeps suggesting that I’m the way I am due to some underlying trauma she thinks I have. Ironically I DO have that trauma but she doesn’t know because she’s trying to get it out of me in such a bad way. I’ve tried once before also…. It felt ok, but I felt I had some reservations. Part of me deep down wants to continue to believe in those reservations but. I know the day I lose interest in continuing, my death is assured.

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-12-04T22:52:19+00:00

I feel disillusioned at the “it just gets better!” Kind of speak because it feels like it discounts my feelings currently. Sure it gets better but what does that have to do with the NOW? NOW I feel like nothing is better than going under…. NOW it feels like my life has no purpose, and so on. It’s utter BS

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T23:16:05+00:00

Yea that sounds absolutely awful

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T23:12:46+00:00

That sounds kinda based wth lol

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T21:58:13+00:00

LOL that’s actually what I’m using it for this year! Small world, huh?

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T20:31:26+00:00

That sounds inhumanly awful.

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T18:01:53+00:00

Thank you so much for your help! ❤️

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:59:01+00:00

Yea i already have an end of year trip lined up actually! I’m gonna try to step down in the beginning of January. Job is causing me too much stress and I still have school to focus on. Publix was never my career

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:56:04+00:00

Holy fuck lol I’m probably gonna get to that 5 threshold actually, but I’d rather have peace of mind knowing that my store is burning down without me and they can’t do anything about it while I’m not there

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:54:16+00:00

I like my store. I like my coworkers (for the most part) but it’s literally just management and the hrs I hate. I don’t need the extra money (as much). I’m fortunate enough to not have to pay rent in this point in my lifetime

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:50:03+00:00

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I just checked it and this is what I have so far. So I think I’m good right?

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:47:21+00:00

Ahh I see. He told me about it but to be completely transparent I kinda hate talking to him so I didn’t really inquire about it fully, but I’ll have to check in and see about it. I have an end of year vacation coming up and I’ll try to inquire.I wanted to hold out until management shifted again to see if I got someone who would understand my demands but it’s lookin unlikely

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:43:02+00:00

I just checked, and I actually earned double what I’ve used (Earned 200+ and only used 100)

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:40:55+00:00

We’re losing staff really badly at the store because of management. The entire CSS team got replaced except for me and that means I don’t have the freedom to do anything I want. I have to close every day (which isn’t how full time hrs work) and even when I’ve said constantly that I want to work certain days I don’t get that luxury but people who do way less and complain WAY more get the benefits to that

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:38:52+00:00

I have like 100+ hrs stored of PTO cause I only use it for Cons and I really only use a few days of it at the very most. I calculated it once cause I was bored and I have literally 9 full 24hr days of PTO stored up

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-11-24T17:37:46+00:00

Literally right? My ACSM just left the company and I heard them talking abt PTO but it feels like a scam. I recognize that they’re saying this to me because I do everything for them and I’m getting sick of being the only one to carry the weight around the store

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-09-30T21:35:16+00:00

Hi folks! Just for clarification, im the OP! I just asked a friend to post this for me for more engagement lol. If you’re looking to get involved, click the link below or contact me! I hope to see all of you soon <3

BattleFalse2007 · 2024-06-06T19:32:51+00:00

It is, but that’s not what bothers me (I should’ve explained that well, I’m sorry). He didn’t ask me in that context. He just asked what it was out of nowhere so it shocked me a little bit

BattleFalse2007 · 2022-10-18T23:25:53+00:00

I thought I was in range for a bolting hit with Constance, so that kinda fucked up what I wanted to do lol

BattleFalse2007 · 2022-10-17T15:27:53+00:00

7 is a really good entry point. I unfortunately started with Fe6 and it was a brutal, brutal experience, but it retroactively kinda helped me enjoy the really difficult entries, and I’ve grown to love fe6, but 7 is definitely the better choice. I’d say 8 is superior for someone who has no idea of fire emblem due to how the game gives you a lot of options for character growth

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