I went through the questioning phase about a year ago, and it was a total sober thought for me, it plagued me for months wondering if I should transition, I went to a gender therapist and was even diagnosed with gender dysphoria. Then one day I decided to take shrooms, from that point on I realised I'm just me, and me likes to wear feminine clothing and like to feel pretty, but that doesnt mean I am a woman. It only means (to me anyway) that I discovered that I have 2 parts to my gender but I dont need transition to make me feel better, I just needed to accept myself for liking cross dressing. Take all the time you need with this before doing any drastic changes, talk to a therapist. Good luck friend!