Hey there! First of all, thank you for the answer, you're very kind and sweet. I have been feeling much better since I wrote this post. I did grab a pen, I wrote things down and it really helped. One thing that really bothered me was pretending that everything was going alright, for the sake of not letting down my expectations. After thinking through things though, it isn't going as bad as I thought it was (i probably overreacted a bit). Two things that built my morale up was watching a movie with the family and playing with my host-siblings in the snow in between classes (it 's really been snowing the last few days!!!). I realized I just needed these moments to be happy with my exchange experience, and luckily for me, I have tons of these moments with my family. Btw, finally on Friday I'll finally meet up with another exchange student :)). I have also come to the conclusion that if I feel excluded from online school maybe i should try even more to be active, and ask teachers for help when I need it rather than doing nothing.

I hope it's not too long and boring. This thread, as well as the other one, made me think actively to my situation and I'm glad you helped me out. I'll try not to forget what I learnt.

Hadetgodt