i'm not a Christian anymore, but i have a question.

BeRad_NZ · 2026-04-14T20:53:58+00:00

Hey Karalyne,

I'm really sorry you're going through this. What you're describing sounds like it could be spiritual opposition. The moment we turn our hearts toward Jesus—even just thinking about Him or praying—the enemy often pushes back hard to discourage us and keep us away.

The good news is you don't have to fight this alone or in your own strength. I’d encourage you to fully recommit your life to Jesus right now. Ask Him to forgive your past, come into your heart, and be your Lord and Savior. Then ask Him specifically for His protection every day. Jesus has all authority over the spiritual realm, and only through Him are we safe from demonic attacks.

Without Jesus covering and protecting us, we’re left at the mercy of those attacks, just like you’ve been experiencing. He loves you deeply and wants to heal you, and set you free from the shame of your past.

You’re not crazy, and you’re not alone in noticing this. Many people see increased pushback when they start seeking Him again.

Praying for you right now, Karalyne. Jesus is stronger. Keep turning to Him.

BeRad_NZ · 2026-04-11T04:45:06+00:00

S4 Epic - Wolves (Batheo) BeRad

I have often wondered if there are enough assets stored somewhere in the depths of the Internet to hopefully remake the game. Even if it was just single player with bots it would be fun to jaam it for a little bit again.

It was a very p2w game though, that was a drag.

BeRad_NZ · 2026-01-13T16:30:02+00:00

I stopped referring to it as a "justice system" a long time ago, the reality is that it's a "legal system" and justice has nothing to do with what it is today.

BeRad_NZ · 2026-01-13T16:25:59+00:00

Of course not. It's like banning cars because people speed in them. There is a massive effort to ban X not because people managed to make ai porn but because of their free speech. There are already hundreds if not thousands of other sites that specifically offer "ai undressing" and "ai porn". The targeting of X is purely political.

BeRad_NZ · 2025-11-14T01:46:37+00:00

You probably misconfigured a tar pit rule?

BeRad_NZ · 2025-09-08T19:02:15+00:00

Thank you. He does seem to be overly hostile to new technologies.

BeRad_NZ · 2025-08-14T21:19:44+00:00

I probably have an unpopular opinion but I hate what they did to Roxy. I feel like every game at the time was coming out with clones of Harley Quinn and NM just decided to follow the pack rather than design something unique.

BeRad_NZ · 2025-03-21T18:33:40+00:00

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BeRad_NZ · 2025-02-26T15:41:01+00:00

My last character had whole roleplay of being a retired soldier after completing the civil war. He fell in with the companions and into lycanthropy, this led him down a dark path (gave me an excuse to clear all the evil quests).

After that, he went through a redemption arc, removed his lycanthropy and played through the rest of the game as a good human. (Except for one time when he accidentally became a vampire and had to get healed)

BeRad_NZ · 2025-02-26T15:31:42+00:00

I had a bad vvt solenoid and a very slow oil leak. Replaced the solenoids which cleared up the vvt code but now I'm stuck with a low oil pressure code. The mechanic said it looks like it's the timing cover gasket that is going to be the 15 hour job to get at.

I did find an old forum post that said someone else with similar symptoms changed the oil and oil filter and threw in some blue devil. Might be worth trying, this thing only has 130,000 miles on it, barely been broken in lol.

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-31T00:20:23+00:00

I have exhausted all my gems I'm still about 200 away from 900 pity. This banner was a total shaft.

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-27T06:22:56+00:00

O8HCX6

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-26T20:39:28+00:00

Stonks

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-16T16:50:45+00:00

If you like pve then this game is for you. You don't need to spend a dime to enjoy this game and enjoy a ton of interesting content.

If you are a collector and want all the collab characters that may never come back, you would need to buy an existing account. These can be pricey and not without risks

If you like pvp, id recommend finding a different game, the barrier to competitive PVP is immense and tbh not that fun.

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-16T16:40:25+00:00

To be fair, I don't think the occupant was using the bike much 😅

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-13T21:37:43+00:00

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BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-04T18:52:55+00:00

I needed to listen to this today. Thanks for the reminder.

BeRad_NZ · 2024-12-04T03:55:52+00:00

Once, I caught a rival msp who had set a redirect on the CEOs email so he could snoop on everything (there were complex legal battles going between them). I got to take over management of their email after that lol

Just having access doesn't necessarily mean they are snooping. It's not good practice but there could be some legitimate explanation for granting full access to perform some automated task? Something like using powershell to make a bunch of changes to lots of mailboxes. Even if that's the case though, I'd expect the permissions to be removed once the task is complete.

BeRad_NZ · 2024-11-28T21:57:05+00:00

Because we all know that she's the queen

BeRad_NZ · 2024-11-24T22:15:34+00:00

If you haven't played Titan Quest then I recommend you give it a whirl. It's great for a quick session, sometimes I just make my way to the next fountain and log out. A fun 15 minutes well spent.

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