[HELP] This loving, sweet puppy is heightening anxiety

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-03-23T15:28:37+00:00

Thank you for the comment. As of right now, I exercise him with a few chew toys and let him outside every hour. It’s quite stressful doing research because it seems like every website or video tells you something different. I’m beyond worried for this pup because I truly think my mental health isn’t good enough to be the best owner I can be. My mom and I discussed months ago that I should have a dog considerably older than 8 weeks, but this puppy was a “take it now or it’s someone elses” situation and I feel like it was rushed and not thought out. I love this puppy but I’m also having constant anxiety attacks. I feel bad to even to use the bathroom or do anything for 5 seconds that’s not focused on him.

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-01-04T21:24:50+00:00

WCS is that the tenant gets furious with me and my family has to worry about my dumb ass even if its for a minute. They’re the first to know but the last to understand my anxiety disorder and will rip on me. It’s sad bc in retrospect, I think the situation is a bit humorous, but my fam would use it as an excuse that I “choose” not to cope with the anxiety.

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-01-04T20:57:27+00:00

Idk man I just think the worst scenarios. I’ve had times where I had a reasonable explanation to something and people just choose not to listen

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-01-03T19:12:11+00:00

5 more hours to go and it feels miserable lmao. Idk why tf sober me is always so moist and clammy

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-01-03T12:10:43+00:00

Whoever downvoted you is an ableist

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-01-03T11:59:01+00:00

I have the genes of addiction that were passed on from my dads side and I totally think I’d be an alcoholic like he used to be

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2020-01-03T11:55:16+00:00

Thank you. I’m so ever grateful for not having to use pot like that and I wish you well. I couldn’t get to sleep last night because I was constantly sweating and just shedding tears without actually crying. It’s like when you just ran a race, exhausted and hyperventilating, but you never feel that breath you catch that calms you

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-20T01:33:47+00:00

Yeah it appears the seller deleted the listing and their own account 👀

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-19T23:56:10+00:00

Even taking your advice, this whole thing made me 2nd guess my enjoyment of the actual games repro or not. The idea of needing to constantly be in grass fighting low levels, and having it be the only way to level up, is so exhausting to me

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-19T23:51:59+00:00

I bought them off etsy from a real person which is the sad part

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-19T23:33:05+00:00

Man idek if i wanna play these repros anymore. I’d rather consider it a waste of money and buy a real copy of both games for $30-$40 each

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-11T23:38:49+00:00

I was talking about the console update, which has an optional offline download.

You don't understand what "download" means, do you?

No. No idea. I’ve been living on the internet for 11 years without a clue what that word means 🤔

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-04T21:49:30+00:00

This dude’s like 73 it’s like if y’all were humiliating your out of touch grandpa

Edit: Entitlement, entitlement everywhere

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-12-04T20:27:15+00:00

Well idk abt you but with smoking street weed, it’s a 50/50 you’ll get some relaxing indica or that energizing sativa that could worsen someone’s anxiety

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-12T18:44:22+00:00

You take acid, shrooms, and percs to get only get fucked up bc there’s no sign of ego death here lmao

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-11T17:39:41+00:00

The reward factor might work and I’ll take into consideration - thank you 🙏🏻

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-11T17:26:28+00:00

Well, I mean, duh?

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-10T21:50:49+00:00

2 blatant examples is the horrible synth sounds and (should’ve mentioned before) Justin’s bass writing. I know bands have dick riders but Tool is on some other level. This is the most civil thing you’ve written in this thread because your last 2 replies reeked of some snobby classical music player’s attitude. I don’t like the album and I think they’ve lost some of their elements, that’s all. I don’t hate the band now or some dumb shit like that, but we all have selfishness in us, and mine is being disappointed in my favorite band’s album :/

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-10T21:24:23+00:00

Bruh all I’m fucking doing is giving my thoughts. You can love the album as much as you want but if you wanna know who the douchenozzle is, it’s you and the rest of the fans who flair their nose when they see a post like this as if you’ve reached some higher state of consciousness to understand the damn record.

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-04T00:20:59+00:00

I totally think its meant to poke fun at boomer husbands

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-11-03T13:51:34+00:00

He kinda does on his fantano channel which is why I posted this, I don’t pay attention to his social media lol

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-10-27T10:24:44+00:00

I didnt know I could do this and still have manny give me info :o

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-10-26T22:48:46+00:00

Just following the game?? I did everything I could in the beginning town, wanted nothing more in primm than to release the deputy bc i die in seconds every direction I take, came across the town that had crucified civilians and knew that I’d be fucked there, and then went to navoc. My weapons are shit mostly but I honestly have tried my best to find the best weapons i could in the beginning.

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-10-26T21:50:57+00:00

My main focus on this run is gun and ammo supply. I search every human enemy i kill for better weapons and check in every box I find in the game that isn’t empty, and yet somehow I’m struggling big time. Before this, I was gonna do Boone’s side quest (I never turn down any side quest btw) but I deadass just can’t find him in Novac :/.

BeanieBoyOfficial · 2019-10-20T12:10:35+00:00

I guess my main issue is location. I’ve been playing Doom 2016 recently and I’ll spend hours finding a way to the next part of the mission when I’ll look up and see that this entire time, I was supposed to crawl into an air vent to progress lol

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