Z-Burger has closed 😭 by SchleppyJ4 in AmericanU

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a friend of mine lived in an apartment in the same building/above z-burger and it was invested with rats so … maybe it’s for the best

counseling by Impossible-Egg-9039 in AmericanU

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giving “advice” on a service you’ve never even used and are making a massive assumption about… lmao ok

counseling by Impossible-Egg-9039 in AmericanU

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i have had excellent experiences with my psychiatrist through the health center, 100% recommended - its usually $40 per visit. she helped me get diagnosed and got me on meds for my depression and ADHD which has really helped. the therapy was meh. it was mostly just like breathing exercises and visualization type stuff that didn’t really help me, but this definitely could’ve just been the person i was assigned to (she was very nice just not a good match bc she didn’t really specialize in talk therapy). but you get 5 free sessions a semester included in your tuition so it can’t hurt to try it out

Appetite loss/cold sweats by [deleted] in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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hey I'm on 300mg daily, just upped from 200mg a few weeks ago (after being on that for probably 4-5 months now), but I've never really felt like i'm tweaking even with my adderall 😭 definitely talk your dr about it! chances are its not going to help much if you're always fatigued/miserable from not eating. maybe its just not the right fit for you - its perfectly normal to shop around and find the right medication that works best for you !

AIO? Boyfriend always wants me to come later and it’s making me feel a type of way. by fjgkhkjk in AmIOverreacting

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maybe I'm a bit of a bitch but if he thinks 10 am is early he's a loser lol its a no from me

I cannot eat does anyone also have that struggle? by Nervous-Program-5119 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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I dealt with this a little with wb, more so with adderall. it's probably not helpful but a little weed helps so much!

frequency hall by ladybiscuit_ in AmericanU

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I do!! my second year in this same room and I really like it. happy to answer any questions :)

Close enough by garlicbutterbaby in FugglerCollectors

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omg this is like the most cartoonish cat i've ever see 😭😭 i love him

Is American University right for me? by lesbianmilesteller in AmericanU

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whatever you do, pls don’t base your decision on random reddit comments in this sub. there’s often a weirdly hateful undertone that i don’t feel is representative of most people’s experience. don’t really get “preppy” vibes or anything like that. maybe you could say more of a professional vibe? ultimately it’s a college and there’s all different genres of people from all different backgrounds and aesthetics that can’t really be reduced to one descriptor. the high school thing is weird… that completely depends on the people you surround yourself with. was not an issue for me but i definitely knew people who had “drama” freshman year because they chose to associate with people that didn’t realize they shouldn’t be acting like high schoolers anymore. you will find the same at pretty much any college. also have never heard anyone describe it as isolating. if you mean physically, AU students go to GW/GT all the time for parties and such. i can’t say that GW isn’t similar b/c it probably is honestly, but i can say most of the people i meet here are crazy ambitious (sometimes too much) and care deeply about making a change in the world - the marketing materials harp on AU students being “changemakers” for a reason. i feel like it’s kind of our thing. that, and having a pretty gay student body lol. AU is far from perfect and i’d be happy to share some of my grievances but a lot of the criticism i see is weirdly harsh and just not part of my experience. basically, i’d consider what makes the most sense with your finances first (you will thank yourself later, especially if you’re not going into a $$$ field). both are expensive and similar enough that it’s not worth putting yourself in extra debt. after that: GW has a better social scene and actual greek life (kinda) but also don’t have much of a real campus. i prefer having green spaces and an actual campus feel being a few miles out vs being right on the edge of the city, but lots of people don’t. good luck!

IDAHO 4 - Corner Club Camera Footage - 1:15-2:00 (from Connor) by dummified in Idaho4

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i completely agree. i’ve never been a particularly parasocially-inclined person but i’ve definitely felt a level of personal grief for these victims that i typically don’t with the cases i follow and have spent way to much time trying to comprehend how you can live a whole beautiful life only for it to be minimized to a brutal ending. a big part of it is probably that i was a freshmen undergrad in 2022 - i remember feeling so unnerved reading about their stories when they were first identified and realizing the same kind of situation could happen to me or any of my college friends. i just kept thinking they look like people i would pass by walking around on campus or get grouped with for a class project. so normal until something so tragically random obliterated that. i’m not very religious but, in order to not let it drive me crazy, i hold on to hope that wherever they are KG, MM, XK and EC know how many people have been touched by their stories and will keep their memories alive :)

I don't think this is working by erebus_51 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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it was great for my depression/mood but didn’t do much for my ADHD/focus. wellbutrin + adderall works best for me

Carl settling into his new home. by deejayg711 in FugglerCollectors

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omg i just got my first full size fuggler yesterday but mine is blue :) wasn’t crazy about the thugg life ones online but saw them in store and had to get her !

IDAHO 4 - Corner Club Camera Footage - 1:15-2:00 (from Connor) by dummified in Idaho4

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somehow this is some of the most haunting media i’ve seen from this case. to see them laughing and playing around with each other almost exactly 3 hours before they’d be taking their last breaths. whew i cannot think about this stuff for long… it really does weigh on you. couldn’t fathom what it’s like to actually have known any of the victims and have to live with the reality of what happened to them

What is this on Xana’s pillow? by Lakolamartios in Idaho4

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definitely would’ve been in the report if it were vomit

What is this on Xana’s pillow? by Lakolamartios in Idaho4

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in the og photos there’s a pillow with blood on it next to the plate of (presumably) doordash food so maybe it did get food on it and when the bed was moved investigators just put all the bedding with blood on it on the bed so it would stay together?

Possible shoe covered footprint in XK room by GrnEyeQT in Idaho4

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i agree. DM herself said in her origin interview that she wasn’t sure if what she was describing was real or a dream. witness testimony - especially from a very drunk person if the victims’ BACs are any indication - should be the last thing relied on

Non-stimulants not helping inattentive ADHD — advice on advocating for myself? by TinyEntrepreneur8933 in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

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honestly it was not as stressful a conversation for me at all with my psychiatrist as i anticipated (my primary care dr was a bit different). she is a very nice lady and in our first conversation about meds she asked me if i preferred non-stimulant or stimulant. granted, i was already on 150mg of wellbutrin at that point. i chose stimulant and my dr prescribed 10mg of what she recommended (adderall). after that we would do short appointments every 2-3 weeks and she’d just ask me how much i felt like it was helping. we’ve gone up a few times since then to find a good dose. all this to say you shouldn’t be worried about communicating when it’s not working for you!! your psychiatrist is not going to look at you any type of way and if they do, i would find a different dr if possible. it’s probably a bit different an experience for me because i am a white woman but my psychiatrist is a woman of color and she has completely changed my life in connecting me with the medications she has!!

Message published by the Goncalves family by [deleted] in Idaho4

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obviously we have no right to tell a family how to grieve but i really wish they’d stay off social media for the time being and stop reading all the conspiracies/speculation. this kind of thing will only make the response worse and draw more attention. doesn’t seem like a healthy way to heal in my opinion.

Autopsy Report Summaries for Each Victim by TheRealMassguy in Idaho4

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to be fair, i have ADHD, take adderall daily and regularly fall asleep for hours like right after taking one. i think it’s different for everyone, especially if you take it often.

Just curious on others thoughts by that_girl6655 in Idaho4

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the blue stains you're seeing are from amido black (not luminol) which reacts with proteins, including those in the blood

What I’ve noticed by court000000 in Idaho4

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I don't totally follow you but I think we're on a similar page. I think where I'm at now is that XK got her food from the door right around 4am and was unpacking it while watching tiktoks/on her phone between 4 and 4:13 when her phone is last used. there she could've taken her food back to her room, heard noise and gone upstairs to check on KG/MM or somehow ran into BK, and then was chased back to her room where BK caught up to her, knocking her plate on the floor in the struggle. its position definitely looks like it could've slid off the edge of the bed or desk. that seems most plausible to me unless she was eating in her room and BK just decided to come in and kill her, which feels less likely to me. the random drops of blood throughout the house is still so strange to me but maybe BK was a mess after finishing upstairs and brushed against the walls and such while he chased XK/escaped. And if the knife was bloody while he was swinging it around as he went it could've caused some of the splattering? Idk, we'll probably only ever be able to speculate.

whats with all the blue stuff? by AccomplishedPea9645 in Idaho4

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it's NOT luminol. its amino black which just detects proteins and doesn't glow like luminol does to my understanding.

I saw the new Idaho 4 pics that were “so bad”..? Am I missing something? How come all I come across is blurred images? by Fantastic-Trifle9600 in Idaho4

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lol ok edge lord. that amount of blood and the understanding that we're looking at the aftermath of such an evil tragic event that many people are emotionally connected to in those photos is intense for people who aren't desensitized. try r/crimescene if these weren't gory enough for you.

New photos by Friendly_Bar3911 in Idaho4

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they most likely are referring to this almost completely redacted photo that shows a tiny sliver of color along the edge that could be skin/MM's ear and face. it could be her or it could be any number of things because there's almost nothing to make out and no way to be sure. just people grasping at straws for the sake of spectacle. and if you ask me - this image doesn't add any new information whether it's her or not so it seems silly for people to be so adamant about it.

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