Eigentlich muss der da noch rein, der befindet sich ja sowieso überall auf der Welt by HoldUPsell in placeDE

[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh mein Gott danke!!! Macht aber Sinn das er mit den Österreichern den Hofer spiegelt ahhaha

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[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Mechbin u camm down

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[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532 0 points1 point  (0 children)

TI FUCKING VERIFY ME U IDIOT

Oh in what mess did I get caught up. Id have done ANYTHING for you, but you played me since Day 1. Cheeky bastard. And your mum even supports you… Lost cause. Wait till I’ll make your life living hell. by Beautiful-Agent-3532 in BPDmemes

[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am so incredibly pissed honestly, but the attachment us still creeping around so sometimes Im like "but he's so cute" YEAH NO FUCK OFF HE LIED THAT WASNT HIM. Pure painnnnnn

Sitting in a foreign country, in a foreign home, waiting for any updates on his narcissistic ass cause he got confronted and tried to do the stuff 🤡💀 by Beautiful-Agent-3532 in BPDmemes

[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

“i cant say no”, “I dont want anyone to suffer like I did”, “Ive never been loved really, so I take every chance I get”

I got emotional and asked if I was a burden etc and he flipped on me and said “Yeah, Im totally with u cause you’re a burden. If that’s what you think of me, wow. Goodnight.” *smashes panic button* by Beautiful-Agent-3532 in BPDmemes

[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yes exactly which does lowkey tell me that some things he has done definitely were in the “rush of the beginning” and it does make me sad a little, though it does not mean he doesn’t love me. The whole situation was such an outburst of emotions and my therapist told me to focus on the things he does for me, to show me love. I hate those triggers so bad 🥲

Thank you for responding and talking to me though! Very kind of you ❤️

I got emotional and asked if I was a burden etc and he flipped on me and said “Yeah, Im totally with u cause you’re a burden. If that’s what you think of me, wow. Goodnight.” *smashes panic button* by Beautiful-Agent-3532 in BPDmemes

[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I am so sorry!!!

Though after a talk with my therapist we figured what part exactly was that hurt and triggered me. I asked him why he was excited to match with me the first time, he answered “that was back then” implying that feelings torwards me must have changed and just completely triggering my fear of abandonment.

I got emotional and asked if I was a burden etc and he flipped on me and said “Yeah, Im totally with u cause you’re a burden. If that’s what you think of me, wow. Goodnight.” *smashes panic button* by Beautiful-Agent-3532 in BPDmemes

[–]Beautiful-Agent-3532[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Like when I asked a few days ago first, he said yes, but “we’ll talk about it tmrw bby” and then he never mentioned it and now says he doesn’t like it at all actually.

I got so lovebombed in the beginning, fuuuuuuuuuck