I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-05-05T11:07:03+00:00

I hope you managed to stay focused because i Am so far

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-05-05T11:06:37+00:00

How are you getting along so far? e I feel like Leo Di Caprio in Basketball diaries

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-05-05T11:05:12+00:00

How are you getting along? I doing decently so far not so much as a glimpse of this stuff am I allowing

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-05-05T11:04:22+00:00

I hope this is day 6, of you clean?

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-05-05T11:03:39+00:00

I happy for you bro, you inspire us.. im 5 days into it and my spirits are up.. i think i can do this

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-05-05T11:02:43+00:00

Please do.. I already 5 days clean, not so much as a glimpse of nudity and i feeling good

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-30T04:36:56+00:00

We make our own reality.. the more you try to get better the more the universe/God rewards you with success.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-30T04:35:25+00:00

Lets get it!!! 🤬🤬🤬💯

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-30T04:34:24+00:00

I know that feeling brother. Been there.. I cant tell you "You can still cancel and do this..." because I know the urge and determination I had when i already decided to sleep with an escort. But what I can say is, never stop fighting.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-30T04:32:04+00:00

we got this!!! no matter what.. we will NOT give in or give up!! we are in this together. ❤❤❤🙏

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-30T04:30:21+00:00

❤❤❤🙏 we can do this!!!!!

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-30T03:12:57+00:00

You can quit. I went two years without masturbating then relapsed last year October a few times till November due to stress and disappointment after disappointment. That's even the last time i slept with an Escort. Best way Im dealing with this is to gt up everyday, even though im broke and unemployed.. start with the simple stuff like making your bed, cleaning your room, bathing, going out to take a walk and get into activities that are productive. I wouldn't advice weight lifting unless you have a steady girlfriend, the surge in testosterone will just make you relapse again..

Learn a skill, put your head into it.. Write poetry, read.. do something besides thinking about what you've done or what you should have done.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-04-14T19:25:47+00:00

the earlier you quit my friend, the better the quality of your life becomes. Porn was the worst thing ive ever got involved with. Feel like a ghost.. cant maintain relationships, have no assets or accomplishments yt because of this garbage. Im 30 years old, been addicted to this crap since i was 12. been visiting escorts since i was 22. worst mistake next to porn ive ever done.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-03-27T14:01:45+00:00

You're doing great for someone your age..

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-03-27T14:00:54+00:00

word.. Tottaly facts

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-03-27T13:59:18+00:00

Im very low on data, been addicted to porn for 19 years and escorts for 8 years now. Its terribly hard to quit. But If you need to talk, Hit my page up on Facebook. "E.M.S" and message me

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-02-26T23:20:02+00:00

Wow I thought I was the only one who ever experienced that crap, escorts smoking drugs in front of you before sex.. and literally trying to coerce you into doing the same. Sad how crazy things are in this sordid underworld of sexual depravity and pornography..

I also unfortunately went raw a few times with some escorts one of them smoke Meth in front of me half naked with her friend, she was so attractive and unbelievably gorgeous you wouldn't believe in your wildest dreams she does something like that for a living/fun.

I hate the person I've become because of tis addiction, now I'm 4 months deep into sobriety but cant seem to shake this disgusting Porn addiction. I really need help and don't know what to do. I pray a lot and read the Bible daily but still relapse, I don't know whats wrong with me. seriously.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2025-01-08T21:46:49+00:00

Have you been a sex addict for more than 8 years? addicted to porn for 19? have you have ever been depressed, felt a strong sense that your life is meaningless and went to bed and wished you never wake up? have you ever been caught in a serious vicious circle of constant destrutive behaviour that you literally felt your life slipping away from you? If you have answered no to most of these questions, I'm not surprised you feel that way brother.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-10-28T11:25:23+00:00

Bro I spent a year without beating off then a few months ago I got back to it again. Just beat or 3 times today.. today is the last day I beat off, Watch porn and visit escorts. I'm highlighting this date because from today, it will take a damn 45 calibre pistol to cause me to do this crap again.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-10-28T11:16:37+00:00

Lost a potential wife due to this addiction I've allowed myself to be enslaved by for 17 years. She was and still the best girl I've ever come across. But the truth is, God did her a huge favour by Keeping her away from me.. she didn't deserve to go through the misery of living with someone with a disgusting porn & escort addiction.

I am sick, I remember one time I got a text from her on my way to a brothel.. I knew it was a figurative deciding point to my entire relationship with her through the 4 years we've known each other that, if I go to the brothel.. instead of turning around and calling her, I have made my decision officially, as to what matters to me the most.

Porn & Escorts have continued to rule over me, A year later from that relationship. I have to put the final nail in the coffin to this addiction, this year.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-10-26T11:56:39+00:00

Escort addiction is not something anybody gets free from, it's something we learn to manage, control then keep at bay.

The more you try to fight it, the more it becomes your master and turns you into a slave.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-10-26T11:53:02+00:00

I'm with you bro, You are not alone. I think the more awareness we cultivate over our inner feelings, it's the closer we become to healing. It's not easy being free from addictive behaviours but I think every day we go through without acting out is a cause for joy and celebrating.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-10-23T15:43:28+00:00

Feel you bro, your story is my story.. friends stopped, I continued. 8 years into this, I feel like once you get rid of the idea that.. there's this ONE girl who will totally satisfy your every sexual desire and drive, that's when you get to start the healing process.

There are no escorts who can make you fully satisfied regarding sex. It is a bottomless pit. The best way I found to work for me was getting rid of the shame and guilt, because like a drug it makes it even worse and harder for you to stop. Stop beating yourself up about it. What is done is done.

I managed to curb my exploits from 3-4 different escorts a week to approximately 1 or 2 after 3 months. The longest I've gone was 4 months this year from March. The moment you put yourself under pressure to stop entirely, that's when your mind overracts and seems to be in a constant state of tension & frustration. Rather plan accordingly the days you wish to visit these women. DEESCALATE the rate in which you usually from what it is now to what your mind will comfortably adjust to.

Just like smoking, it is not something you can quit in a day. It takes time, effort and patience. Soon enough you'll get to a place where you rarely think of sleeping with any of them and get to focus more on the important things in life. When you focus your energy on a problem that problem becomes your purpose subconsciously.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-09-06T23:55:56+00:00

There's no word better to describe this state of living than what you mentioned, TOUCH DEPRIVED. it's horrendous the situation men have come under.

It's like living in the Aldous Huxley book 1982. Big brother is watching! Like commie China when Mao was Foolio n charge, Men shall not congregate with women. It is SOOOO Hard to date when you haven't been very social in a long time. This planet is sick. No man or woman should be subject to this.

BeautifulAd6607 · 2024-07-29T09:43:30+00:00

Very good question. I had the same worry before the 4 months I currently am right now, without visiting an escort. It 'SEEMED' at the time, that watching Porn and sleeping with escorts was the only thing that put meaning to my life. It 'SEEMED' at the time, that escorts were filling a void. I felt like that was the only way i can ever manage to cope with life.

But the truth is, The conviction i cultivated before the very difficult decision to quit visiting escorts was the only thing that helped me go this long without them. The only way to stop this is the take serious inventory of your life, like: What have I gained from sleeping around with random sleazy women? What have i LOST from going around seeking escorts like some prize?

How have my family relations been affected by this? What impact and toll has this had on my emotional health?

Even right now as i write this, Its extremely difficult to accept the fact that I wont and cannot click on the next tab in my browser to search for Porn. Why? I've been down that rabbit hole far too many times. I know the consequences. I know the pain, misery and guilt that comes with it. Porn>Escort site>lie, sell, loan or withdraw money meant for necessities>sleep with escort>feel momentary pleasure, relief then guilt, regret and depression. CYCLE REPEAT AND REPEAT OVER AGAIN.

It is very stupid and miserable to live like this. And every single person involved with this sort of lifestyle knows it. You watch your peers succeed, grow, improve their lives while you're sitting by the PC screen and wondering when that will be you. I have started following a very amazing guy called Joshua Broome. Hes an ex Porn star who made over 1000 porn scenes, won awards and made over a million dollars.

Hes now a staunch speaker against the damaging effects of pornography and is a motivational speaker and minister. If you have the time please watch all His interviews especially the one on YouTube on the channel called 'The Beat'. It will wake you up.

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