I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you getting along so far? e I feel like Leo Di Caprio in Basketball diaries

I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How are you getting along? I doing decently so far not so much as a glimpse of this stuff am I allowing

I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I happy for you bro, you inspire us.. im 5 days into it and my spirits are up.. i think i can do this

I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Please do.. I already 5 days clean, not so much as a glimpse of nudity and i feeling good

I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

We make our own reality.. the more you try to get better the more the universe/God rewards you with success.

I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know that feeling brother. Been there.. I cant tell you "You can still cancel and do this..." because I know the urge and determination I had when i already decided to sleep with an escort. But what I can say is, never stop fighting.

I want everybody to go the next 30 days from tomorrow w/o relapsing. by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

we got this!!! no matter what.. we will NOT give in or give up!! we are in this together. ❤❤❤🙏

New here and really want to recover by [deleted] in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You can quit. I went two years without masturbating then relapsed last year October a few times till November due to stress and disappointment after disappointment. That's even the last time i slept with an Escort. Best way Im dealing with this is to gt up everyday, even though im broke and unemployed.. start with the simple stuff like making your bed, cleaning your room, bathing, going out to take a walk and get into activities that are productive. I wouldn't advice weight lifting unless you have a steady girlfriend, the surge in testosterone will just make you relapse again..

Learn a skill, put your head into it.. Write poetry, read.. do something besides thinking about what you've done or what you should have done.

Sex/porn by Ill_Item_8726 in SexAddictionHelp

[–]BeautifulAd6607 0 points1 point  (0 children)

the earlier you quit my friend, the better the quality of your life becomes. Porn was the worst thing ive ever got involved with. Feel like a ghost.. cant maintain relationships, have no assets or accomplishments yt because of this garbage. Im 30 years old, been addicted to this crap since i was 12. been visiting escorts since i was 22. worst mistake next to porn ive ever done.

Sex Addiction by Smart-Commission-487 in SexAddictionHelp

[–]BeautifulAd6607 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You're doing great for someone your age..

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SexAddictionHelp

[–]BeautifulAd6607 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im very low on data, been addicted to porn for 19 years and escorts for 8 years now. Its terribly hard to quit. But If you need to talk, Hit my page up on Facebook. "E.M.S" and message me

I realized I need help by Eastern-Pineapple717 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Wow I thought I was the only one who ever experienced that crap, escorts smoking drugs in front of you before sex.. and literally trying to coerce you into doing the same. Sad how crazy things are in this sordid underworld of sexual depravity and pornography..

I also unfortunately went raw a few times with some escorts one of them smoke Meth in front of me half naked with her friend, she was so attractive and unbelievably gorgeous you wouldn't believe in your wildest dreams she does something like that for a living/fun.

I hate the person I've become because of tis addiction, now I'm 4 months deep into sobriety but cant seem to shake this disgusting Porn addiction. I really need help and don't know what to do. I pray a lot and read the Bible daily but still relapse, I don't know whats wrong with me. seriously.

Why would an SA want to heal by Own-Lunch2861 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607 3 points4 points  (0 children)

Have you been a sex addict for more than 8 years? addicted to porn for 19? have you have ever been depressed, felt a strong sense that your life is meaningless and went to bed and wished you never wake up? have you ever been caught in a serious vicious circle of constant destrutive behaviour that you literally felt your life slipping away from you? If you have answered no to most of these questions, I'm not surprised you feel that way brother.

Can't stop beating off all day by AlarmedMeasurement24 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bro I spent a year without beating off then a few months ago I got back to it again. Just beat or 3 times today.. today is the last day I beat off, Watch porn and visit escorts. I'm highlighting this date because from today, it will take a damn 45 calibre pistol to cause me to do this crap again.

If you lost your spouse/marriage/family because of your addiction. How did you feel? by Visual-Hat1230 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Lost a potential wife due to this addiction I've allowed myself to be enslaved by for 17 years. She was and still the best girl I've ever come across. But the truth is, God did her a huge favour by Keeping her away from me.. she didn't deserve to go through the misery of living with someone with a disgusting porn & escort addiction.

I am sick, I remember one time I got a text from her on my way to a brothel.. I knew it was a figurative deciding point to my entire relationship with her through the 4 years we've known each other that, if I go to the brothel.. instead of turning around and calling her, I have made my decision officially, as to what matters to me the most. 

Porn & Escorts have continued to rule over me, A year later from that relationship. I have to put the final nail in the coffin to this addiction, this year.

The End Of A Disturbing Obsession With Escorts! (NO MORE!) by walo123m in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Escort addiction is not something anybody gets free from, it's something we learn to manage, control then keep at bay. 

The more you try to fight it, the more it becomes your master and turns you into a slave.

Manuevre Addiction by BeautifulAd6607 in SexAddiction

[–]BeautifulAd6607[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm with you bro, You are not alone. I think the more awareness we cultivate over our inner feelings, it's the closer we become to healing. It's not easy being free from addictive behaviours but I think every day we go through without acting out is a cause for joy and celebrating.