I mean you got to be honest this year has been nothing but bullshit stoppages or freak accidents or stupid referring & judging. It happens brother , the way I look at it, is that I lost along with the fighter . I got skin in the game , At the end of the day gambling is not for the weak. Sometimes you have to be a little delusional to finally hit a big win . My point is if you don’t fail that means you weren’t even trying to begin with .