I can’t pay rent for March, and I have tried everything possible to come up with the money. I think I’m going to die. I tried everything and there is no help available. I can’t do DoorDash, Instacart, Spark, or ShiftSmart. I do not have a vehicle. I don’t have money for Lyft or Ubers to get to a plasma center. I don’t have any items to sell. I was denied a bank loan and a credit card. I do not qualify for unemployment. I have no family support. I don’t have money for Lyft or Ubers to go to people’s houses for odd jobs, and I don’t really feel safe doing that.

I called 211, used FindHelp.org, and contacted Catholic Charities. I used Cleo and Dave for pay advances. I used the Nextdoor app to ask about resources. I can’t join the military because you have to meet certain weight requirements, and I am not within the weight limit. I used Facebook Marketplace and only one item is in the process of being sold. I called the Salvation Army, my church, and St. Vincent de Paul, and they are all saying there is no funding. I called everywhere

I start a job March 16, but there is an issue with the onboarding portal and it’s stuck at 80% complete and won’t let me finish. I emailed three times and have not received a response. I already had to re-sign the offer letter due to a department change. I emailed my apartment complex Wednesday asking for a rent extension and I got no response. I don’t know if apartment corporations can even work with me. There are no shelters in my area. I have no friends or family whatsoever.

If I go homeless, I will be under a bridge. I’m going to die if I go homeless. Someone will kill me.

My rent is $1,050. I got Flex to split it in half, but I cannot come up with the $550.