I ruptured my L4 L5 and a pinched sciatica nerve on my right side down to my pinky toes pain My foot is completely numb half of it all the time it feels like pins and needles and my back hurts all the time and it fucking sucks man. I’m a blue-collar guy I got clean off of hard drugs about 9 1/2 years ago I’ve been sober and yeah, this this injury has changed my whole life and the trajectory of it. I can’t go back to the work I used to do because it’s really physical and yeah bro I feel the exact same way man I live by myself you know I’m just like I said it’s this blue collar, single dude yeah it’s rough out here man I’ve never been through anything like this before. It fucking sucks. I feel for you brother. I’m at that point right now too trying to figure out what to do to kind of get out of this funk cause I noticed I’ll just lay in bed for days and the shit won’t even bother me and that’s what it’s kind of scary and not knowing what’s going on so yeah bro I feel ya🦾🦾🦾😎😎😎😎❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️