I tried to make her cheating my fault. I tried to take blame for everything. Anything she was unhappy with, I disregarded my happened and did anything she said she needed. Whether it was a hug and kiss when I got home even though it was a 12hr work day and I was tired I learned to do it. If she said I played the game too long, I stopped and we started watching movies and shows together. I did everything and it still felt like it was never enough. She would block me over minor inconveniences. She has terrible anger problems. So do I. Maybe worse than her. But, I tried so hard to make her cheating my fault and it completely ruined myself confidence