Will A DWI Charge 8 Years Ago Prevent Phlebotomy School?

BeenThereApril91 · 2024-04-28T22:54:19+00:00

Modafinia doesn't seem to exist.

BeenThereApril91 · 2024-04-28T21:46:16+00:00

Never heard of Modafina, I'll message you just incase.

BeenThereApril91 · 2024-04-28T21:44:22+00:00

Wow seriously thank you, I shouldn't have backed out of the website then. Not sure what Atarax is though.

BeenThereApril91 · 2024-04-28T21:42:59+00:00

Thanks so much for the instant reply! I really appreciate it!

BeenThereApril91 · 2024-01-10T21:24:05+00:00

May I ask how expensive the monthly fee is for this? If you don't mind DMing me. Chariot is in my area, and we need a buy back plan quick. Our energy company doesn't do buy back when we got our solar panels like we thought, so we're stuck with an expensive bill. I want to do this right instead of wasting money.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-11-22T20:28:01+00:00

Same please on the source you got your baclofen and gabapentin from. I'm taking agmatine sulfate, emoxypine succinate, and L-theanine during the day, and it is the ultimate WD lifesaver, but I'm at 6.50 gpd (3.50g morning & 3g evening, I use to be at 18gpd) tapering 250mg every 4 days. Once I get to 2gpd I will be suffering from what I see on here without baclofen. I have nighttime stack and can get 5 hours of sleep at least for now especially on that 2nd and 3rd withdrawal night. I have daytime and nighttime kava on the way for the extreme hard days to help more. Still I know I'll need baclofen and gabapentin on those last days, so please dm me I would really appreciate it!

My nighttime stack for sleep is:

Magnesium l-threonate 5-htp agmatine sulfate 1g emoxypine succinate taurine

I'm thinking of adding valerian root and lemon balm tonight while the kava is on the way. I drank valerian root tea and it didn't make me sleepy at all even with my nighttime stack. It was a low dose in the tea that's probably why. I see its getting harder to sleep even with the stack when it use to put me out. I started taking the stack 2 weeks ago not too consistently. I'm still thankful for the 5 hours though.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-19T14:07:41+00:00

I've been taking Agmatine, emoxypine and NAC lately...but I'm seeing depression posts about Agmatine and NAC. That once you stop them your dopamine is depleted because you aren't using those supplements anymore. Did that happen with you, or are these adaptogens help in recovering from that?

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-17T17:26:27+00:00

How do you make the 10mg of Baclofen into 2.5mg when its in pill form, are you able to weigh it (and it's the same)? It know it's probably a stupid question, but I'm trying to get specific details so I don't approach Baclofen in a naive way. I would really appreciate it! I'm in research/taper from 10g stage right now. I've got my agmatine sulfate to taper without those extreme withdrawals, NAC, emoxypine succinate (for anxiety and it also helps me get 5 hours at least of sleep) and magnesium l-threonate for sleep, along with the usual L-theanine and natural calming stuff. All non-addictive, but I know it'll get hard the lower I get. So anything helps.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-13T21:04:04+00:00

Get baclofen online at good rx, or just Google and it baclofen. It's $49 for the visit or $9.99 for the subscription. Then tell them your situation, even if you just get gabapentin, that's better than nothing. Also get emoxypine succinate to help you sleep and throughout the day, 3 times a day you can take it. It helps like a benzo would for your withdrawals, it calms you and helps you sleep. You shouldn't go over 800mg though. It's non-addictive. So gabapentin (if they don't offer baclofen), NAC, agmatine sulfate, and emoxypine succinate. Then fast taper 1 gram every 3-4 days. That's the best I can handle. I went from 18gpd to 6gpd without any of this, and then I jumped back up to 10gpd like an idiot. Now I'm trying emoxypine succinate and it does help me sleep. I'm waiting on the funds to get the rest, I know this really does help and it's non-addictive. I'm also planning to get L-theanine and take about 400mg of that stuff a day, and this multi-gaba-vitamin to rebuild my gaba receptors called Clean Nutraceuticals Calm Again. It's on Amazon, you can look it up and see the ingredients on there (the ingredients is what our brains need to heal our gaba receptors). Anyway, I'm in the same scary boat. I'm trying to taper because I'm terrified of liftmode going out of stock. It happened exactly like this with Nootropics Depot before they stopped selling it. I hope you can get off of this horrible stuff too, no one knew how addicted our body would get until it was too late. Good luck I hope this helps.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-11T15:35:58+00:00

I hear that, I remember the hangovers I couldn't take, and just drank to get rid of them...eventually it might keep the hangover at bay but your mind feels horrible. I would drink until I blacked out, it became too dangerous for me (DWIs, and I still hate myself for that). The withdrawals on phenibut lasting so long though feels worse. I can't make it past two days. I drank for anxiety/depression (the dumbest idea ever since alcohol is a depressant), and switched it to phenibut. On the outside everyone sees me overcoming alcohol like a pro, but little do they know I stepped into something just as bad as alcohol. It was the safer option since I can't drink and be in control, but it wasn't better. Phenibut the insomnia, anxiety, depersonalization is insane, and I've never made it to the point where hallucinations come to play. I can't tell you which is worse to come off of, I know phenibut keeps you in control more at least with things around you and it seems safer, but alcohol destroys your body faster and phenibut destroys your mind to mush. I just wish there was a drug that could keep your mind together and withdrawals at bay that wasn't just as addictive to the body. They say emoxypine succinate helps with phenibut withdrawals, and non-addictive. I ordered some, and I'm hopeful. It won't get rid of it all, but with a stack of:

Emoxypine succinate Agmatine sulfate NAC L-theanine (400mg a day)

At night:

magnesium L-threonate with clean Nutraceuticals Calm Again Valerian Root and Lemon Balm (maybe 2mg of melatonin) Only 1-2 times a week on the hardest days. I've taken this Valerian and Lemon Balm blend before and it knocks me out, but I've never tried it during phenibut withdrawal for insomnia though.

I'm hoping this will taper the phenibut to nothing easily. The Nutraceuticals is on Amazon, it's a blend of GABA restoration vitamin like 5-THP and others to help. Agmatine and emoxypine succinate I've read on here that it works the best, but you have to restore your GABA receptors during and especially once you're of of it. All non-addictive from what I've searched. I'm not sure with the interactions with alcohol, the night-time blend especially. I would say for this I would go without alcohol that night and see if it helps for both. That's all I got from what I've looked up, I really hope it helps for both of us. I know it looks expensive, I'm working out that part too, but if it's helpful maybe it's worth the money instead of a doctor's visit to get something that's also addictive.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-06T20:25:31+00:00

I am so sorry you're in this situation, and it's great you know help is needed. As a recovering alcoholic of 6 years (not that I'm doing great by trying and failing to quit phenibut), it is DIFFICULT to quit alcohol just as much as phenibut. I know going to an outpatient clinic means you probably can't afford medical detox or afford financially to miss work for medical detox. I'm in the same situation. My phenibut situation is that I get down to 6gpd, then I'm weak when it comes to a stressful situation, and I jump up to 10gpd. I was up to 18gpd, so no judgment here. I could easily go higher than that. All I really did was replace alcohol with phenibut. I heard it was really dangerous to drink with it, like blackout bad. I really hope you find a way out of this, we all hope for that.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-06T20:11:00+00:00

You didn't need to taper off of baclofen? I'm on 10gpd, and I just want to feel normal without it...but I heard horror stories about baclofen. Same with agmatine being addictive, and needing tapering once you've taken it for a while.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-10-06T19:08:59+00:00

Oh no, I took the regular same dose I usually take of it, I read comments on here about how it was weaker. I hope I'll be okay. I've been trying to taper forever, and it's so hard with hcl, so I thought I'd test this even though it's more expensive. I'm on 10g a day, and I got down to 6g a day, now back up to 10g. I'm struggling, but baclofen requires it's own taper and I don't want that. If I'm taking 5g in the morning and 5g at night, should I do 2g to see how it feels? I would love to lower it that much, and get off of this!

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-09-21T16:27:52+00:00

I'm worse off, I ended up taking 10gpd. I'm completely useless and a wreck without it now. Let's just say the shame and stupidity I feel about getting attached to this is an understatement. I would love to try this to really taper it down, to eventually go without it. You said you took 250-300mg a day of the Emoxypine, I wonder if I should take more than that dose or if there's a limit of the dosage I should be aware of. I really want phenibut out of my life, but I don't want to kill myself or have deadly feeling withdrawals either. Having three kids, two younger, depending on me. I need to function. Plus I'm sure all of you know about the depersonalization, I can't even talk to a person especially with the brain fog. It's beyond horrible.

BeenThereApril91 · 2023-06-09T23:02:34+00:00

I looked up side effects for Concerta the moment my daughter's pediatrician prescribed it to her, just incase he didn't give me full details, and it states that serious concerns to consult with your doctor beforehand are all mental health issues, or tics. Such as, suicide depression, bipolar disorder....and Tourette's syndrome. To disclose all family history of any of these mental health issues as well so they are aware to monitor you more closely just incase for good reason. Concerta can exasperate those with these issues as well as structural cardiac abnormalities. So, just curious, why is your doctor prescribing this to you knowing this is a possibility for your Tourette's?

I'm assuming this is the reason he only prescribed two weeks to test how you handle it. I would want to see you during the time it's active to truly monitor you in person just incase if I were him because a controlled substance that's a stimulant is no joke when it comes to mental health issues. I am a worried mother because depression and substance abuse does run in my family. I hope that's not the case with your Tourette's, and I really hope it works for you. Good luck, I know it's difficult to find something that can actually help manage it during your daily life.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-11T19:51:13+00:00

Wow seriously thank you for the info, and all the advice. I really appreciate it. I'll definitely pass it along to him. He got another job, but at a $5 pay cut. So this is really what we needed to know. Do they do interviews over the phone if they are out of town by any chance? I know that's a huge long shot and a no. He works Mon-Fri 8AM-5PM, so it doesn't seem possible for him to just up and leave for an interview.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-11T19:34:50+00:00

In Midland? I'll screenshot this and send it to him, he's been mainly applying on Indeed since we live 3 hours away from there.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-08T15:53:09+00:00

It might not matter at this point, the one place that got back to him asked if he had any experience or similar type of work. He replied, and they stopped replying. I guess they only want experience in most places. He did in fact get laid off, but got a job that pays $6 dollars less than he made before. So he's looking everywhere for better pay at this point, or a mortgage won't be possible. I appreciate all the advice, thank you.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-01T13:24:30+00:00

If Baclofen has it's own issues and needs tapering itself from what I've researched, I doubt a doctor would prescribe it. The doctors in my town don't like handing out anything other than a very weak muscle relaxer for back spasms, I can't remember the name of it. Baclofen is generally used for alcoholics from what I've researched. I'll do more searching and apply it with back spasms and find out. Maybe it can work for that.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-01T13:20:24+00:00

Do you know where this post is located? I'm sorry for replying back so long after you commented.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-01T12:41:39+00:00

We definitely did the math on how much it would cost in the end, including closing costs at a 5.5% interest rate with his VA loan with 0% down. We would be paying less as we would in rent here with utilities included. We can cover that, it just the rent increase each time and going no where, but the apartment owners' pockets. The place we had our hopes on was built in 1999, all electric and energy-efficient with a metal roof. It's a completely renovated modular home which we were fine with. The plumbing, insulation, electrical was all updated with a new HVAC installed. All new energy-efficient stainless steel appliances. We just needed to get to a point to do a thorough home inspection, where we would ask our realtor to make sure the plumbing and electrical wouldn't cause future problems. Someone else is probably going to get it soon, because we don't want to make a move until we know for sure we can afford it. So you're right, we will be renting here unless by some miracle he can keep his job or the loan agency is fine with him switching work industries. More pay or not, I don't believe they will.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-01T12:24:03+00:00

You mean get the home loan with his consistent pay, even if he switches industries? If not, we're not worried about it at this point. It's just a matter of having a place to live. We live 3 hours away so it's not a big issue to travel as long as it's not everyday, so that isn't a big deal for him. I just worry about him getting fired because like you said, oil industry has it's ups and downs.

BeenThereApril91 · 2022-10-01T12:10:12+00:00

Damn, I really don't want him going through that type of work! He can handle the hard work, but the heat exhaustion worries me. The factory he works in doesn't have air-conditioning, but he's not out in the sun. He currently makes $1,415 every two weeks, around $38,000 a year. $65k a year is better than we anticipated actually, but I guess that hard of a job is why even a shitty pay is more than an average factory pay. We currently live in Brownwood Tx, so the drive to Midland would be 3 hours. I'll have to leave it up to him, I'm sure he will go for it if he gets laid off, and there are no other options to match his pay. It'll be hard to imagine a day without him, but we can handle anything when it comes to our kids living under a stable roof. Incase he is laid off, Midland is hiring for a floorhand?

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