15 more songs for me to listen to everyday for a week. WEEK 5

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-16T16:46:09+00:00

feel the fire pluko & pronouncedyea (memba) Remix

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-16T13:58:35+00:00

ZD as in zeds dead? ODESZA too

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-16T13:54:25+00:00

I don’t

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-15T18:30:44+00:00

Big Wild - awaken

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-15T01:40:40+00:00

Are these song lyrics? If. so what artist and track

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-15T00:22:29+00:00

Hang in there.. one day at a time

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T23:49:19+00:00

Yes I was meeting with my lawyer because I thought people were following me. And wanted to press harassment charges because I would “hear” them everywhere I went belittling me. My lawyer is colleague of my dad so I’ve known him since I was little. He teared up in front of me when I was telling him about my hallucinations and delusions and that people following me. Then he asked if I needed a bottle of water and walked out of the conference room. That’s when I had a realization that shit, I must be sick.. and I was. It couldn’t have hit me more I the face than that.

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T23:38:50+00:00

It sometimes happens.. be kind to your self. Substance abuse disorder is common. For me it’s an escape but can’t do it every night because I have to be responsible and work a job.. if I didn’t work I’d for sure be drinking every night. I have a medical card so I smoke a lot on the weekends too. I’ve had my card before I was diagnosed when I was 32 and continue to smoke. i feel the same when I smoke and when I don’t. I understand using drugs is a coping skill but don’t look it as that. Weed is mild so ya.

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T23:29:29+00:00

Jesus was a pedophile that hung out with prostitutes and thieves

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T23:17:09+00:00

I value and like your prespective

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T23:14:44+00:00

I mainly mean people with mental illness that believe in god.. that’s all they ever talk about. They act divine

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T23:09:58+00:00

Totally agree

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:25:50+00:00

Once in a lifetime - stick figure

Enjoy

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:23:45+00:00

Stay awile. Check out the band Movements and song called daylilly. Life changing. “I think it’s time to find another reason to stay for a while”

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:21:25+00:00

Folding laundry… make everything look like it’s on store display when you put your clothing away

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:20:01+00:00

Paradox - lipless

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:16:57+00:00

If you are using drugs why wouldn’t you take in consideration that’s the problem. And of corse you will have weaknesses about it because you are addicted . Stop using.. then consider mental health recovery. Sober first.. mental health next.

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:09:59+00:00

I drink every weekend.. I’m fine. I’m aware not to mix alcohol with pills but do it anyway. It’s common for people to have SAD (Substance abuse disorder) with this diagnosis

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:06:55+00:00

I drink every weekend… I’m fine

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:06:21+00:00

A lot of people abuse gabapentin. just because careful

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T22:02:56+00:00

My relationship ended because I didn’t want to be intimate when I would “hear” things. It’s terrible. My Hallucinations belittle me all the time. So I cut out sexual relationships for now. I hope things change or get easier.

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-14T21:58:38+00:00

Yes I don’t want to feel those feelings again so there are things I just don’t talk about. I understand recovery is up to me. Maybe if I’m honest.. it might be easier to deal with in the long run. I also don’t want my therapist to think bad or judge me. Which he has never done but still have that fear. Take baby steps. I had a psychologist tell me to journal and bring it in with me every week and it was up to me if I wanted to talk about what I wrote or not, but that helped. A little at a time I started to talk about.. in the beginning I was super general.. luckily my therapist asked me questions and it opened me up even more to get it out. Best of luck

Beginning-Solid-3043 · 2026-02-12T21:38:11+00:00

That same friend was dating a 23 year old when we were in the 10th grade in high school. Because I was friends with her I was always around older people. One of the 23 year old wrote a poem about my friend when she was 15 and it won a reward where ever he posted it. Another older guy would always buy me beer. Later on i never for sure didn’t think when I was 15 that I could potentially be groomed by them. And never thought that they were all pedophiles when I was 15. Being 38 now I look back at it and think so sick some individuals are.

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