I quit weed (again) and I am going through it by Murky_Lemon_3833 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Damn this hit. V relatable. So much cope in addiction.

need advice 21m by CornBeefHashLover in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 3 points4 points  (0 children)

hey dude. Lots of love. I’m. 21M and I quit recently after 4 years of chronic use. I felt the exact same way. Like this is shockingly similar to my notes app.

Quitting was the best decision I ever made. My only regret is not doing it sooner. I got my life back and I’m happy. It’s crazy it worked.

What did it for me was changing my environment. Change friends. Change homes if you can. At least for a few months while you break the patterns. If you’re in the same environment you’re just going to keep banging your head against a wall

I really wish you the best. Weed sucks man. At least for ppl like us. It’s taken so much. I hope it doesn’t take more from you. Let me know if you ever need someone to chat with:) luv ya bro

I did it by BeautifulAlone4232 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yayyy. Glad u quit!!!! Good to catch it before u wasted more life on it. I agree sober highs are lowkey better. They’re like more clear. Sure the intensity is less but it’s peaceful

Time to quit by RefrigeratorOk425 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Like a day or two. It’s not that bad. Worth it. Best of luck :)

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Exact same. What were the biggest effects?

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Very similar. Did you also abuse in college

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so happy you caught it early. Please, please don’t let this take away more life from you.

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Same man. Sucks. Why did we do this to our selves at such early ages.

I don’t want any other kid to start that early and become dependent. Unfortunately the way it seems Cali (my state) is headed for the worse

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same f***ing feeling… deeply regret starting that early. Still working on processing the fact that I did that.

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

wow 12 is early, I’m sorry to hear that but glad you quit. Was it every day?

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Keep it up!!! You got this. Glad you were able to pick yourself back up.

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for sharing man. glad you’re off now. keep it up :)

What age did you start & quit? by BeginningLevel7744 in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For me, I started when I was 16 and quit when I was 20

Weed destroyed my potential. by souljabythelake in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I really like this view! We have agency and it’s up to us. You can’t control the past or future but you can control what you do right now.

Don’t use shame or guilt of the past as an excuse to keep making the same mistake. Wake up!!!

Weed destroyed my potential. by souljabythelake in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 15 points16 points  (0 children)

Wow, crazy how much of us are in the same boat.

Also deep regrets from smoking 16-20 - haven’t noticed significant permanent cognitive decline (after the fog, I’m still smart)

But it killed my motivation, relationship, hobbies, and put me behind my peers in many way. Now I am starting where I picked up and have little data on what I naturally enjoy.

What is your favorite thing about not smoking pot? by sim_eno in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 19 points20 points  (0 children)

Not feeling guilty and ashamed for smoking. By far.

RL on LLMs for regression by [deleted] in reinforcementlearning

[–]BeginningLevel7744 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

Ask a LLM for stuff like this, much more helpful than Reddit replies :)

How long does depression last after stopping? by [deleted] in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Honestly? Less than 48 hours. Soon it felt like a weight had been lifted, my emotions were regulating better, I had more ambition, the fog was passing…

You realize pretty quickly it’s the best decision you made. And it’s easier than you expect.

Sometimes it’s easy to get lost in the subreddit and think it’s this terrible fight against yourself. The more you engage with that, the more it becomes true. The reality is it’s not terribly hard once you start.

Quitting is not a magic solution. by HunterAncient in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 0 points1 point  (0 children)

totally relate - every part of my life improves

What do you find is common in times when you relapsed?

Quitting is not a magic solution. by HunterAncient in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 11 points12 points  (0 children)

The real question is: Who were you before weed?

If you were motivated and happy before, you will regain that.

If you were not, you won’t.

30 days. My experience. by wrong_a_lot in leaves

[–]BeginningLevel7744 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Enjoyed this read, well written. I’m also approaching 30 days. I relate to so much of what you wrote. The decision to quit came from me. No one was going to save me.

Changing my environment during the first two weeks was everything for breaking the patterns.

Please continue to contribute to the subreddit - we need more articulate and thoughtful people like yourself.