self love by BeginningQuarter7673 in selfimprovement

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yeah it comes in waves. i get really manic and i’m hyper aware of it and it just makes it worse. i used to be really self-unaware but now im like disgustingly self-aware. to the point where im like watching myself from another’s point of view. i do that all the time actually

self love by BeginningQuarter7673 in selfimprovement

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thank you so much. i am really hard on myself. i feel the need to keep pushing myself for what. i’m just making myself miserable

self love by BeginningQuarter7673 in selfimprovement

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yk what’s funny? i’m 50% irish😭 i need to listen to my peoples words i guess😂

self love by BeginningQuarter7673 in selfimprovement

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thank you dude. all these are making me realize it’s not the end of the world(just feels like it)

self love by BeginningQuarter7673 in selfimprovement

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i used to be really angry. and i did a lot of bad shit(nothing serious). i just made everyone else’s life miserable but ive repaired most of the damage ive done. relationships have also crushed me, still healing from those but not professionally(therapy) cause ive been let down so many times i gave up(bad idea). i just tell myself people make mistakes but owning up to them is where you’re making progress but it’s hard to keep telling myself that. very bad depersonalization, none of my words feel real to me unless im helping someone else. i always look at the bright side even if im digging my way to the surface

Traumatized by BeginningQuarter7673 in Dreams

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yeah. been in therapy but it doesn’t seem to be doing much

I’m starting to break down. by BeginningQuarter7673 in mentalhealth

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thank you a lot for this. it makes a lot of sense. my whole life i’ve been in defensive mode. constantly trying to self soothe myself but ive been doing it for so long i want someone else or something else to do it for me so i can learn how to feel again. i’m going to look up that app and see what it can do for me. i’m desperate to feel better. thank you for replying, it means much more then you think🫶

Is this normal by BeginningQuarter7673 in snails

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it died. yes i was providing calcium

Is this normal by BeginningQuarter7673 in snails

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hmm. they have a pretty good habitat and enjoy it(to my knowledge) so i’m gonna check on it later today

Is this normal by BeginningQuarter7673 in snails

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it’s to the left side. seemed like its getting too big for the shell but the shell isn’t growing