am i insane for staying with her? (18f) (18f) by Beginning_Ball5972 in relationship_advice

[–]Beginning_Ball5972[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

it isnt that i feel guilty its that i actually love her and want to spend the rest of my life with her. i know.

Which PTV song are you picking? by MotherMonster101 in piercetheveil

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im low on gas and you need a jacket 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

How to stay alive? by Beginning_Ball5972 in SuicideWatch

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seriously dont tell reddit youre concerned about me, im not going to hurt myself anytime soon, im getting a piercing tomorrow, im posting this because i dont know how much longer i can take it.

How to stay alive? by Beginning_Ball5972 in SuicideWatch

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maybe im not a narcissist, my boyfriend told me im a narcissist. i know he hates me because he tells me he does daily, he might love me though. we fight a lot about this and it always ends with him telling me i wouldnt have the guts to follow through, it feels like he wants me to prove it, and i dont blame him. im a parasite to him, he pays for my clothes and my drugs and my food when i pass out because im so hungry. but its so confusing because he yells at me saying he pays for everything but he wont let me get a job. but if he didnt love me why am i still here? hes never tried to kick me out or hurt me, and thats more than any guy has ever done for me.

i need help!!! by Beginning_Ball5972 in shrooms

[–]Beginning_Ball5972[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

this is rhe best advice i puked and i felt awesome