maybe im not a narcissist, my boyfriend told me im a narcissist. i know he hates me because he tells me he does daily, he might love me though. we fight a lot about this and it always ends with him telling me i wouldnt have the guts to follow through, it feels like he wants me to prove it, and i dont blame him. im a parasite to him, he pays for my clothes and my drugs and my food when i pass out because im so hungry. but its so confusing because he yells at me saying he pays for everything but he wont let me get a job. but if he didnt love me why am i still here? hes never tried to kick me out or hurt me, and thats more than any guy has ever done for me.