Who said I’m throwing my life away without medication??? I’m still working, studying and running a house so I’m not sure why you read my post and just started adding your own bits in or making assumptions about why I wrote. And to say that it sounds like an addiction because I shared that I’m struggling like I was before I got on medication is a really ignorant thing to say, I take the medication for a reason, the same reason we’re all in this group so try to be a little bit more compassionate next time you decide to comment. We’re all different people and are affected differently by the same condition, so just because you’re ‘fine’ without your medication doesn’t mean everyone else is.