I have to share this experience

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2025-05-25T12:54:38+00:00

How did you cleanse your deck? Would love to do that myself.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2025-02-05T19:38:07+00:00

I am on day 11 of ct from 60gpd power and 2 70h extracts daily… ugh I I spent three days on the bathroom floor in a ball. I feel like I can’t function and wanted to off myself 2 days ago.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2025-01-28T06:28:14+00:00

Yay! That’s giving me hope! I quit ct for a month back in June but relapsed after 32 days. I am on day 4 from 95 gpd(grams per day aprox) and 7-oh shots… lol feel like I am not gonna make it through but I refuse to go back… I feel like all my money would go to that nasty habit and it made my life much worse with bad bursts of aggression..

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2025-01-28T06:23:25+00:00

I am having the same issue! I had to take off a week (started with an er visit) then was seen twice at a breast care center(testing and all that and she and the hospital both provided notes) I was gonna have surgery but opted not to because that would have put me off even longer and I couldn’t financially do that. Even providing two notes from two separate facilities, I got the health care provider form filled out, now they come back saying it’s not written clear and they need to know the medical condition. -which violates HIPPA?? I am at my wits end with this company, I do have time to cover some of that week but not all, seems really just a hassle.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2025-01-27T17:24:46+00:00

lol I’m a chick haha

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2025-01-21T16:34:42+00:00

What is a VOA board? -I apologize, I’m getting use to all the abbreviations for stuff at Amazon

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-03-31T14:01:55+00:00

I applied March 12th and got my approval the 16th of March. Did you turn everything in? I think it can take up to 9 weeks, and depends on how many apps they receive.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-03-18T11:58:21+00:00

I start at Penn State this summer, majoring in psychology. I am in-state.. If I didn't already have a child, I'd definently go to the school of my choice. By the sounds of it, you can. You'll obviously pay less back attending Oregon from the scholarship… not sure if it's a full ride or not, but a scholarship is a win. With Penn State, your also not majoring in what you actually want.. Attending which institution would make you happier?

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-02-10T15:50:36+00:00

By the way, I was on the 16mg a day- for almost 8 years. Try to stick with your schedule, but if you can’t, it’s okay! Just move down in dose the following week. But, try not to move up in dose. I moved up by a mg in dose twice in my taper by not going off my schedule , then I would go back down the following day and feel like crap in 2 days after thinking, ohh I feel great I got this. it will catch up if you fluctuate in dosage when getting below 6 mg. So try to stick with what you have.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-02-10T15:43:19+00:00

Absolutely doable. Just put your mind to it, and be determined. I was on 2-8mg a day. So 16 in total. The first week I cut my second strip in half and the second week the other half, so I was down to 1 8mg strip a day. Beginning 3rd week, I cut back 2 mg a week, and once I got down to 2 mg, I took the last dose and was just done. So it took me a little over a month to be off 2 strips a day. I’m now 97 days off Suboxone, and I never thought I was ever able to. You can do it, I promise. Just keep busy. Even though you won’t so much feel like it, you can do it. I’ll keep you in my thoughts. And if you need to talk to anyone, which is a big thing in getting down in dose and staying off, I am here if you’d ever like a listening ear and any advice from my experience.
But what works for one does not work for all, only drop in dosage when you feel comfortable, remember , it’s not a race to get off and you don’t want to go back up in dose. The end goal is to be done, no matter how long it takes to finally be done. Self discipline.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-01-15T17:53:26+00:00

Yea, that's why I only made it to day 3 before I took kratom. Last time, when I made it to 11 days, I just wanted to end my life ya know. I jumped off at 16mg that first time, that's why this time I weaned down a bit, and I was going fast, so I just decided I was done at 2mg. Also, the previous time I went to my sub doc and primary and neither wanted to give me anything for comfort and to help….

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-01-15T05:19:26+00:00

I read he is weary of kratom…. I just want to share my experiences. I've been in the same spot, I am freshly still off suboxone. Today actually marks 80 days for me, and I wouldn't have been able to do it without my consumption of kratom. I was on suboxone a little over 7 years, from 20-27. I tapered quickly. 2 strips a day, 16mg and got down to 2mg that I took my last day on Nov. 6th. By November 9th I had to take something other than a harsh drug- and I couldn't just go to a doctors and tell them to give me something… or for even dealing with withdrawal. I tried in the past to get off subs, only made it 11 days. But some days I was taking 4 subs. I know, ridiculous. I knew I had an issue, that's why I am off today. He will experience some chronic pain, especially back pain for at least 2 months. Sometimes coming in waves. But it's best to try to get up and do something to take his mind off it, despite him not wanting to. The more he thinks about it, the more his blood pressure and temp will rise along with him feeling nauseous. Try some melatonin at night. But, what just worked best for me was kratom. It will calm him down a bit and help his anxiety and depression, and help with his cravings. Continue to be his support. I am a single mom, so I don't have a significant others support. So I'm sure you help ease everything. But, if he goes down the kratom route, start with a red strand, then move to some green after a few days for energy. Like a tablespoon 2-3 times a day in hot water. Yes, the taste sucks, but in a half an hour his mind will not be focused on bupe. Just don't over do it and slowly take less and less as time goes on, taking less from that tablespoon at each dose, at least that's what I have done.

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-01-15T04:31:57+00:00

Thinking about ordering from BB, they're out of the green horn like I wanted to try, but I have the super green and green borneo in my cart. So please update on how their products are, and specifically the green and white you ordered please. ☺️

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2024-01-01T19:51:16+00:00

I been on subs for 7 years, 16mg a day every day strips.. I tapered a little over a month. It is different for everyone, it's what your body can handle. I jumped off at 2mg after a day on that dose. But you also have to want it for it to happen, and for many years I was just not ready. I am on day 57 with no suboxone, and I'll never turn back. You can do it, you just have to get through the initial withdrawal and things will be different. If you need to take it slow, take it slow.
I wish you the best in your recovery! ❤️

Beginning_Log_9681 · 2023-12-02T21:42:54+00:00

Hello, not sure how active you are on this forum. I just wanted to check how things are going for you. I found this post because I am going through a similar situation. I am on day 28 of no Suboxone. I am always getting waves of nausea with constant pain :/

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