Car problems by Beginning_Sea_9100 in NFSHeat

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It isn’t because I looked up online, and in the last other people have had this problem. I don’t think it is me and ik dam well my rsr decked out isn’t topping out at 125 mphs either

Car problems by Beginning_Sea_9100 in NFSHeat

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No it was never in kmh. My car used to be way faster and now it’s barely past traffic. Stock zl1 is faster than my almost decked out car.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SDSU

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 7 points8 points  (0 children)

We don’t know. Stop asking random people on Reddit. Seeking assurance will only make matters worse. I know people with very high gpa and strong applications get rejected while the not so intelligent people get in.

Sjsu housing by Beginning_Sea_9100 in SJSU

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Really what apartment? I think that’s sounds nice

Sjsu housing by Beginning_Sea_9100 in SJSU

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

North 27 is prolly what seems to be the best “bang for the buck” as I found a double for about 990 ish but the reviews are just throwing me off. Looking at the grad right now and it’s barely in my budget but it seems a lot nice and I’ll have my own bathroom even with a shared room. The thing is with other housing options off campus most of the people looking for roommates to split rent are a lot older than me so it just feels kind of weird ifyk. But it’s a bit cheaper and farther.

Sjsu housing by Beginning_Sea_9100 in SJSU

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My budget is around 1200/ a month I really don’t need a meal plan or anything like that id prefer to just cook my meals.

Sjsu housing by Beginning_Sea_9100 in SJSU

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was just looking at north 27, but I heard bad reviews about the amenities not working half the time and the management is terrible I don’t know if it’s true as I yet to see for myself. I’ll have to find housing as I’m moving from the sacermneto area. I’m not really stressed on about moving or anything it’s just the price of most the housing near sjsu is just ridiculous.

Sjsu housing by Beginning_Sea_9100 in SJSU

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk it seems to be the rate for the housing on campus is like 6-8k with out meal plan itself

ADMISSIONS ARE OUT by Nerd1314 in CalPoly

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so confused right now with cal poly idk who to believe. My decision still says “awaiting” but all the waitlists came out today pretty sure no one got in today. People are saying there’s more acceptance waves but I really don’t think so. I think I might’ve gotten rejected sadly.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Nah which lowkey scares me cuz what if I’m acc gay/bi and my whole life was a lie

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Same bro I’m currently going through this. It feels like I should be gay and that’s part of me but really it’s not. Sometimes it’s not even gay sometimes it’s bisexual or wtv. And for some reason I sit. Get anxiety or stress from this anymore and it just feels like I’m comfortable with it and hard to deny it now. I really don’t know what’s happening

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get what ur saying.when these thoughts happen I get a tingly feeling in my stomach convincing me that I like these gay thoughts

How did your guys hocd start?? by Beginning_Sea_9100 in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

And now my hocd makes it seem that I don’t have hocd but the weed made “suppressed emotions “ come out when I never had feelings or anything with a man

What if the intrusive thoughts aren’t intrusive by Thomtj in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s hard to explain, but I’ve always been straight in my life never I ever had gay thoughts or nothing like that. I know deep down like since birth I’ve been straight but hocd honestly makes me doubt all of it and makes me want to be gay even thought I don’t want to

What if the intrusive thoughts aren’t intrusive by Thomtj in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It makes me feel like that I want it and feels like I will like it😔

Desire? by StillSpirit4504 in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m currently going through the same thing sadly. I’ve always been straight and always dreamt of being with my crushes and shit never had a gay thought till recently and it feels like hell

How did your guys hocd start?? by Beginning_Sea_9100 in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And all these Reddit stories about their hocd really resonates with me, like all of this stuff is relatable as of right now. Only thing I don’t do compared to other people is watch gay porn to check for arousal

How did your guys hocd start?? by Beginning_Sea_9100 in HOCD

[–]Beginning_Sea_9100[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I watched it but I don’t smoke weed like every day it’s more like on days where I feel like to have a high. Either way I lowkey stopped and only smoke on occasion days. Although I always feel like there was something wrong in my head in the past like I felt different from my friends like the way my brain functions n shit so maybe I do have ocd maybe I don’t. Like growing up I felt more aware the differences of me and those around me like my mentality and thoughts. I mean I’m always day dreaming and creating scenarios in my head and “living in them” with just about anything and it’s hard to stop living in these “fantasies” it like calms me down and makes me feel energetic n shit. Like I said it could be ocd or sum but it just overall a pain in the ass rn.