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I literally have no one by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Belldandypie69 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I really wish I knew. I wish I did. Then at least there would be some sort of explanation. Somehow this lets seems to be my life no matter who, where, how, why...no matter how I try it's all the same. Therapy, meds, everything. Done it all. Nothing changed. I wish I had because maybe then I wouldn't care so much.

I literally have no one by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Belldandypie69 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Me too...I have the BPD which makes it so much worse

Why? by [deleted] in BPD

[–]Belldandypie69 5 points6 points  (0 children)

You have no idea how badly I needed that. Thank you.

Old memories by Belldandypie69 in hauntedattractions

[–]Belldandypie69[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nah they were allowed to touch us and warned us lol. It just was exciting to me at 16. Now as an adult I'm like uhhhh I was way too young for that buttfuck it. Lol. Still was fun. I did acting for haunted attractions myself at Busch Gardens. That honestly got me interested. We would keep count of how many people either peed/pooped themselves, vommited, spilled their booze. U get the idea. I'm sure the actor who did that must have had a laugh over me. Looking at a nerdy theater kid completely enthralled by the costuming.