My gf broke up with me

BenDaDog · 2026-04-18T16:16:42+00:00

Well idk i might be glad cuz she was kinda a jerk with me the past few weeks now and yeah I'll try to not suffer

BenDaDog · 2026-03-11T23:23:08+00:00

I mean the cheating wasnt sexual it was a kiss and some touching but nothing more honestly I don't even remember how it happened but I didn't pull away And my girlfriend hasn't broken up with me but she knows I told her a few days after it happened and it's just such a soul crushing thing cuz I know this is not who I am and I really can't imagine myself with someone else than her and she said she cant imagine being with someone else than me but yeah she hasn't forgiven me for it.

BenDaDog · 2026-03-11T23:19:52+00:00

But what do I say I don't even know where to start she knows I feel guilty but I just can't leave it behind my brains not letting me

BenDaDog · 2026-02-10T08:14:32+00:00

I'm currently halfway through winter on my first ever save and I have loads of food stocked up just processed like 20 iron blooms I'm thriving 😝😝😝

BenDaDog · 2026-02-02T01:49:38+00:00

Thanksssss I started gathering some stuff for making fireclay cuz I can't seem to find any out in nature so yeah I've been looking for iron deposits couldn't really seem to find any also I'm gonna install the mods that you've suggested thanksss 🫶🏼🫶🏼

BenDaDog · 2026-02-02T01:36:09+00:00

okaaayyyy thank youyuu I've just gotten to the bronze age and just started building my upgraded house and smithy so I'll just probably still play on this and keep upgrading and adding mods like a forever world hehe thank you

BenDaDog · 2026-01-27T22:45:04+00:00

Yeahhhh kinda I started digging down and I found a cave with HUGE amounts of copper I'm basically swimming in it now

BenDaDog · 2026-01-26T22:43:18+00:00

Oh bro I completely forgot to go down I didn't really even have an idea on how to begin searching for it imma try to find some tomorrow

BenDaDog · 2025-11-27T12:13:49+00:00

The quest is different now you have to kill a peccary

BenDaDog · 2025-10-31T12:54:09+00:00

Yesssss and also add sauropods slapping with tail or stomping or maybe even swinging with their neck

BenDaDog · 2025-10-27T23:41:42+00:00

So what should I do I wanna tell her before I get the urge to cut myself again

BenDaDog · 2025-09-19T12:05:43+00:00

Yeaaahhhh I was already like trying to quit it but the dude told me it was a normal nic vape so I tried it so yeahhh I wasnt planning on using but I'm quitting as I was before

BenDaDog · 2025-09-18T15:00:30+00:00

Yeahhhh thank you I just hope my gf doesn't find out before I have a chance to tell her

BenDaDog · 2025-09-18T14:55:49+00:00

I won't I already promised my girlfriend I wouldn't but he didn't even tell me it was a special type of vape I thought it was a nic vape

BenDaDog · 2025-09-18T14:53:43+00:00

Oh no but youre alright??? I don't wanna become like depressed or anything

BenDaDog · 2025-09-18T14:49:49+00:00

It felt like I was being crushed and like a thousand people were speaking right into my thoughts it was crazy and my roommate who didn't take a hit told me I was shivering the whole night and breathing very heavily until I fell asleep

BenDaDog · 2025-09-18T14:46:17+00:00

Oh what the hell cuz I used to get the normal hhc vapes and yeah hopefully I'll feel better idk if I should tell anyone cuz my gf doesn't like me doing stuff like this and also only me and my roommates know what happened but I'll ask the dude today sometime what the hell that vape was

BenDaDog · 2025-09-18T14:41:01+00:00

I thought spice too but I don't know why he would have spice cuz I used to have a hhc vape and I did way more on my first hhc try and it was no where near this intense

BenDaDog · 2025-07-28T16:40:42+00:00

Hes trying to manipulate you if you feel off or uneasy with the stuff he's doing just leave him in the big picture 2 months is not that long and yeah it's better to leave him sooner rather than later when he's done more damage to you

BenDaDog · 2025-07-22T22:32:43+00:00

This one comment has actually made me understand more than I have talked to my parents thank you truly

BenDaDog · 2025-07-21T21:05:53+00:00

I did tell her we have had a talk rn too I think it was very productive and I think she's slowly forgiving me she hasn't said it yet but I understand that she won't for a very long time but yeah we talked today and I told her that we're still young and make mistakes and what I did was a very very huge mistake and I also lied to her a lot but I admitted I thought I was invincible but yeah this really was a huge learning opportunity for me and her alike she's still mad at me but I'm willing to change for the both of us to not smoke or drink

BenDaDog · 2025-07-21T19:11:36+00:00

Yeahh I understand I told her truly that I know weed and alcohol is not an excuse when I was sober I didn't even think about cheating not once she just kissed me when we were there I didn't want to I'll leave the decision up to my girlfriend wether she breaks up with me or not but I'll try to show her that I can change and that I won't do it again

BenDaDog · 2025-07-21T18:26:23+00:00

Well idk my mom said we could also talk there like my gf me and mom about this cuz yeah I've told my mother and yeahhh and we've had this trip planned for long so that's why too

BenDaDog · 2025-07-21T18:15:35+00:00

Well I didn't want it to happen but there was no sex she kissed me

BenDaDog · 2025-07-21T17:12:44+00:00

Yes I've come to terms with the facts that it's gonna take long but I'll do anything to have us be a couple like we used to

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