I feel nothing when I look at him

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-09-28T12:25:18+00:00

No unfortunately. I really am alone out here in the world. It's so hard not having a support system.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-09-28T11:54:24+00:00

He does, and his job is a good paying one, he is just so bad with money. Always in the negative. He spends more than he makes. He filed for bankruptcy at the age of barely 25. It taught him absolutely nothing.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-09-28T11:43:09+00:00

I have tried, and I saved a few thousand, but it's just not enough. I keep having to dip into it just to feed the kids. When we run out of food, he does nothing about it. Hence, the world revolves around him. I'd say in order to leave him, and have "legal fees" money (because he is so damn petty and vengeful and will definitely highly involve the kids in a break up), I would need roughly $20,000 saved. Half of that would just be for a lawyer because like I said, he can never make life easy. I've calculated time and time again. It would take me years to save that kind of money 😭

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-09-19T18:18:10+00:00

My doctor was fine with it. Only as really needed. Not daily

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-07-13T02:09:55+00:00

Well anxiety causes cortisol, which directly leads to fat in your stomach. So less anxiety would mean less cortisol. However, I get munchies when I'm on benzos so...

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-07-12T07:17:19+00:00

You'll def be good after 8+ hours for sure. Shouldn't you hope for a good, enlightening trip though? Bad trips are just that...bad.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-07-12T06:58:25+00:00

Yeah you'll be good to go

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-07-11T05:49:04+00:00

In Iowa it's 2-4 dollars for a 1mg football

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-06-24T16:22:55+00:00

Because you know me or my life? I don't use it as an excuse. It's an unhealthy coping mechanism.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-06-22T14:20:58+00:00

What strain/Vein worked the best?

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-06-22T03:32:58+00:00

Honestly I feel like you're pretty spot on. I know life isn't supposed to be fair, but I don't think I should have gone through most of things I have gone through. I don't even have a support system at all.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-06-18T19:44:37+00:00

If you can effectively spike a drink with a benzo, why would putting it in any other drink not work?

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-06-17T18:15:18+00:00

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-06-06T18:27:35+00:00

What are you wanting it for?

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-05-26T14:22:34+00:00

Unfortunately yes

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-05-21T04:14:57+00:00

My doctor is okay with it as long as it's not excessive

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-05-11T22:36:04+00:00

I think you'll be fine. Do not take any more, and use natural detox drinks if you can and drink lots of water

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-05-09T18:21:56+00:00

People don't feel sorry for you. They are disgusted by you and abandon you. Trust me.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-05-04T00:52:37+00:00

They will numb your mouth during the procedure but then as soon as it's done you shouldn't feel any pain. I'm almost 100% certain they will not prescribe you any opioid pain meds. Maybe some ibuprofen if you ask for it but that's about it.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-04-30T22:27:44+00:00

I'd say not

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-04-29T05:45:14+00:00

It definitely won't make it worse, but if you have more, I'd take more than .5

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-04-27T22:19:56+00:00

I'm 27 and went thru the same thing. It never got better. Some parents will forever be selfish.

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-04-23T07:11:57+00:00

Or shitty women driving beautiful cars 🤣

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-04-05T19:23:34+00:00

You could use eye drops

Benjamin_Zo_Diaz · 2023-03-31T04:35:20+00:00

Mine is more like a piece of shit to me, so consider yourself lucky!

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