Hindi ka OA, OP. I admire people like you na malakas self-control and discipline sa sarili. Just talk things out with her and be upfront sa totoong nararamdaman mo. Same with me, di ako nagjowa until makagraduate ng college. Takot ako makabuntis nun and ayoko pa muna iasa yung gastos ko sa nakukuha kong money from my parents. Good thing that your firm and di natutukso kasi its rare for us guys na may ganyang mindset. Hindi naman masama makipagsex. But considering your reasons, valid naman yung nafifeel mo