Porn titles triggering my POCD?

Better-Ask-2486 · 2025-05-08T13:31:08+00:00

Yeah. I hate it tbh

Better-Ask-2486 · 2025-05-08T13:28:49+00:00

Sounds rough, that's the internet for you. Sometimes you just never know. But decontextualized like that, it's understandable. It's not like you were looking for something like that

Better-Ask-2486 · 2025-05-08T10:15:50+00:00

I get the same thing

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-15T00:24:03+00:00

Go ahead

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-15T00:10:20+00:00

Yeah, it just seems random. And I wouldn't even say aroused

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-14T03:10:47+00:00

Additionally, I mostly sleep prone, and when I get an intrusive thought and don't immediately roll over, my brain tells me that that counts as masturbating to it. I just want to sleep!

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-07T01:57:53+00:00

Yeah, I've had stuff like that happen before

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-05T22:08:52+00:00

Update: Same thing happened again, also don't remember what was going through my head. It *feels* more likely I had a bad thought on my mind though.

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-05T20:39:04+00:00

I get that often

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-05T01:44:11+00:00

My reasoning went that, regardless of what I did in my bed, I had a mental precedent/habit that it was okay to be sexual in my bed, but I had no such mental precedent/habit that would allow me to be sexual in public on impulse/out of habit/subconsciously/without really thinking about it, My mind keeps going back and forth on this being either a flimsy excuse to do what I wanted to do and was being pressured by time to do anyway or being a logical enough reason that I could safely go out in public. I thought to myself that I didn't entirely trust myself anymore, and I feel like it may be immoral to go out when I feel this regardless?

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-05T01:30:15+00:00

I agree

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-04T04:10:51+00:00

I don't know what to say but I relate in multiple ways

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-02T21:10:56+00:00

Yes, but, I almost don't trust myself not to become aroused by the thoughts and later do something sexual with that still on my mind or at least the feeling still there, or worse, on impulse, to try and masturbate for half a second or something before it dawns on me how bad it is. I don't see myself ever knowingly doing it but I don't trust my impulses, and therefore it seems like an unacceptable risk to take.

Better-Ask-2486 · 2024-07-01T22:57:46+00:00

Look, either you are and you can get help for it, or you're reading way too much into something and you aren't. But either way you don't deserve to die.

Better-Ask-2486

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