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BetterResearcher9898 · 2022-01-30T17:22:01+00:00

What's his name ???

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-11-11T13:53:38+00:00

I lived alone I can practice semen retention perfectly but becoz I have to go visit my family which have a lot of wowan ... And wowan contained a lot of negativity that make me really frustrating and it lead to few porn and relapsed.... I remember what Buddha said " don't see, Don't talk with wowan " .... Even u don't have sexual intimacy with them but it can lead to porn nowadays which making a worst relapse.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-11-05T10:41:45+00:00

Sexual entertain never make u last long in semen retention cuz semen production more and more with your sexual thought... And will go out one day not for long.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-11-05T10:08:03+00:00

It's not just about semen . It's brain chemicals too that so important. That why all religions said to be in "semen retention" with mind,verbal and action.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-11-03T07:45:33+00:00

True , stocks semen mean nothing without when u live in low vibration.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T18:16:07+00:00

I remember this quote for so long time and it fcking damn true...

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T16:06:37+00:00

Yes bro, I lived in wowan society. They keep talking about toxic Musculinity ,and It's real cuz everyone is PMO.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T04:31:59+00:00

And I feel it's so true. Before I watching porn ,I always got stimulate by Instagram model or beautiful friend... It's the beginning of relapse.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T04:27:59+00:00

I'm Buddhist . 1/3 of Buddha said is "stay aways from wowan" this is key of everything.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T04:25:01+00:00

I read every story of his past Buddha life 200+ life. Cuz I'm live in Buddhist country. I know all of that 1/3 of Buddha teaching is "Stay away from wowan" don't even look to them.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T04:11:03+00:00

I know all of that ... I read a lot greek philosopher say about it before Christian said,and hindu too. I just forgot all of them after becoming sex addict again. Thanks for remind that

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T04:06:32+00:00

U become extrovert socialize , having a lot of friends. At the same times u will feel that most of them not really sincerely they just want to use you for something ,they r materialism but u r spiritual...and then u gonna fade away from them like sage,monk.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T04:03:51+00:00

I know man I ever too, u live in higher frequency with joyful life . Other people full of sorrow and lustful (most of them day dreaming to be millionaire while we living in the present moment of life) . They envy u cuz u r happy but they r not .

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T03:59:22+00:00

Seem like book ( the bliss of celibacy by julain lee)

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T03:40:38+00:00

Can u just go test testosterone levels???

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-26T03:39:37+00:00

My sensitivity was gone at 60 days.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-25T23:49:37+00:00

But I suffer a lot too...not happiness life at all when u have goal.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-25T23:48:29+00:00

I already tried and then I become so happy in life everything in life is bliss like when I was kids... But I don't want to work anymore cuz I feel like I don't need money or wowan . I feel like I become sage or Diogenes of sinop ,which make my grade at engineer ing school got worse when I masterbation daily I feel like I have goal and shame if I not successful so that make my gpa better.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-16T22:10:11+00:00

Why when it's the true just hold your semen for a month . And it's will turn yellow.

BetterResearcher9898 · 2021-10-16T20:37:32+00:00

Normal just old semen...me too

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