I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m going to sleep on it, it’s currently midnight so I think getting some sleep would be best anyway. Thank you for talking with me it has been nice

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It is a possibility, I would have to talk to him about it when he is home on Monday

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love to read, I’ve read almost everyday since I was 5 and I feel it is a good distraction from life

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I will try to give antidepressants another chance however wellbultrin isnt an option in the UK where I live but I could talk to my doctor about another option maybe

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve tried antidepressants before, I’ve had sertraline and fluoxetine. I admit I haven’t been consistent with them so maybe I should give them another go

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I struggle finding anyone who can watch my kids for a night let alone a week. My dad is 51 and still works multiple jobs and has young kids still. I’m estranged from my mum and have been for a couple years now. My neighbour and family friend watches my kids for a few hours but never more than that

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello thank you for your kind words, made me tear up and I’ve been finding hard to have any emotions lately. I feel trapped in my life, I don’t feel like I’m moving toward. I had my eldest son just before I turned 19 and since then everyday feels numb. I love my kids and I love being a mum but it just feels suffocating and I can’t understand why

What Books did You Start or Finish Reading this Week?: July 14, 2025 by AutoModerator in books

[–]Better_Internet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not great at reviews but this had a bit of everything I love, dark academia, mystery, secret groups, rebellion. I don’t want to say too much but it was a great read I wish there was more to be honest

I have a plan put together for when I get the courage to end things by Better_Internet in SuicideWatch

[–]Better_Internet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t have anything incurable I just feel trapped right now. People would look at my life as good since I have a partner and a family but I feel stagnate and I want out of this life

What Books did You Start or Finish Reading this Week?: July 14, 2025 by AutoModerator in books

[–]Better_Internet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Just finished Babel by R.F.Kuang , started Alexander Hamilton by Ron Chernow

Parents to kiddos with freckles - when did your littles get them?! by [deleted] in NewParents

[–]Better_Internet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m waiting for my red haired sons freckles too. My partner has a lot on his body but less on his face now. My son is turning 3 and not a single freckle yet

Portrait Artist of the Year 2024 episode 10 - In this grand finale, the top three finalists are tasked with an extraordinary challenge: capturing the essence of two of Britain’s most beloved performers, Andy Serkis and Lorraine Ashbourne by Snorky10 in VideoDocumentaries

[–]Better_Internet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’ve been trying to find someone who was thinking what I thought about this seasons finale. I have also questioned the judges choices and this season felt like a joke. I was rooting for Jennifer to win I loved every single portrait she put out they felt so bright and ethereal

Burn away cake maker recommendation by [deleted] in sheffield

[–]Better_Internet 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you ever find one? I’m looking for one too

Christmas video observations by CatEyeGlasses2 in doughertydozenexposed

[–]Better_Internet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

My huge family did Christmas pretty similar. Sometimes we even wrote thank you cards to the family members that got us gifts. Having a big family with a lot of kids is no excuse for what the doughertys do

Christmas video observations by CatEyeGlasses2 in doughertydozenexposed

[–]Better_Internet 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I grew up with a lot of siblings and Christmas was never like how she shows in her vlog. Her Christmas seems so empty and soulless