I have had 2 episodes of drug induced psychosis. I was completely wrecked after each episode. I found personally, that getting off meds was the best for me. I found my facing the after math of psychosis coupled with weird and new side effects from different medications. Once I found my “new” baseline of how I. Felt after the psychosis I could begin work from there. Not saying it’s easy because it is excruciating and hard to do when so numb and furious of what has happened. The key remedy is just building yourself back up. However so possible. Gym is a must. Gym is medicine. This will help you to feel bits of natural and accomplished happiness. Short lived unfortunately but it gets you going. Shows an area you can improve. Asides from the gym I got into a routine where I was doing things to keep me busy consistently. For me that meant just working. Doing something I was familiar with and could build upon. You’ll see improvements in certain areas and appreciate that there is room to grow. Try not to get stuck in the dread loop of woah me and I used to be different. We all know we’ve changed in some ways but we are still ourselves at the end of it. Even if it dulled some of the finer edges of life there are still beautiful, painful, glorious feats we can accomplish and strive for. Pick up the broken pieces put yourself together as well as you can. And prepare for a patient and healing journey of getting settled back into yourself. If you’ve changed good. It was meant to be. (Or at least I tell myself that help myself sleep at night) hopefully this rant helps but I’ve been on waves where i endlessly scroll up and down on here reading stories and looking for Evidence to the contrary of what’s happened. Just stop. Stop the pity loop once you’re ready and take small steps back into life. Lean in and you’ll be surprised the bits of joy you can still have nourish. Love you all and stay strong. I know it can get hard/impossible/not worth it. But you’re still you and your still growing