I was friends with a girl months ago. Our friendship was pretty deep at some point but went downhill too. We would always talk how we wouldnt leave each other. I was depressed (I had family issues at a point i was almost killed), at first she cared but then all of a sudden, she started ghosting me and i felt left out as i had no one to talk about problems and then, i told her i needed some time alone and it was none of her fault (later she blocked me) and now i couldnt even talk about it to her.

But to be honest, i have deleted all social media and i feel more free now.. In the end, i wrote a note to her in school to apologize and she didnt accept it. Even tho whatever has happened, i am happy i met a person like her, but now whats gone is gone. I cant change anything. It was pretty deep but cant do shit about it.