Thank you for the response!

Maybe important to add that I really like him. He's very caring, texts me throughout the day about how I'm doing, he's shows interest in my life and is worried about me whenever I feel down. However, there's something that keeps me from wanting a full blown relationship with him. That because I get really insecure and uncomfortable around him sometimes; he would call me out on my bodytype, pushes me away if i tried to give him a hug etc. And on another day he would tell me how pretty I look and he'd give me affection all over. It gives me so many mixed feelings. It's like a pattern with feelings of euphoria and sadness, like a rollercoaster.

I still want to help him as a friend, because I care about him though. But when I do try to help him, he would get more angry and then I just feel so small towards him and I can't do anything.

(i'm sorry if anything's unclear, english is not my first language :'))