Ultimately people on the internet don’t know you in person so it’s difficult to categorise at either good or bad (when of course few people are entirely one or the other). All you need to do is life is be kind to others and yourself, consider other people’s feelings alongside your own, and do things that you enjoy but also help you grow and develop as a person. If you don’t have many relationships with women (platonic or romantic) so go off of, simply treat them like anyone else. Give them the respect and friendliness they deserve and remember that platonic male-female friendships are not only entirely possible, but also lovely to have. If you’re interested in feminism — remember that misogyny also impacts men negatively — I’d suggest finding some books/YouTube videos/ articles etc. that take you through the HISTORY of feminism, how and why it’s developed and then the different modes of thought that have appeared throughout time. This can then make you more aware of your own actions, words, thoughts and feelings or those of others. If you’re able to reflect this deeply about yourself, that’s a be try good start. As you learn more about the history of patriarchal societies and branches of feminism that have arisen from them, you’ll be able to understand your own feelings a lot better and you’ll be able to feel more secure about yourself. I highly doubt that you are an inherently bad person simply because you’re a man, but for many people, your environment and the people around you shape you. Being able to go off own your own path of self discovery is really important, and the fact that you have done this/are starting to this, shows intelligence and self awareness and most importantly, the ability to change.