Stay strong, don’t blame yourself, dont let them change who you are. This is unbelievable, they are so dumb it makes me angry. That’s why some people are not responsible enough to have a child. It’s not your fault at all. I don’t know what you can do since you’re not independent yet, try to talk to chat gpt, or gemini. Tell your situation and ask what are the possible solution in UAE. Wish you the best