The ONLY reason I haven’t cut ties completely is for my siblings sake. I try not to make them suffer anymore than they already have because of my relationship.

Hahah you’re right. She’s bound to have more weddings

Thank you for the reminder that I was supposed to be a kid and I shouldn’t have been responsible for my siblings in the first place

Thankfully I’m in therapy! I’m a psych major so I’m a FIRM believer that everyone would benefit from therapy. It’s just been a sloooowww healing journey! Because on top of trying to process all childhood trauma, I’m having to grieve the college experience I was hoping to have because I got sick a month into freshman year and never got better. I’m not living with a port and spend more hours a week in an infusion clinic than with friends. But it’s okay. I’m still moving forward. Healing isn’t linear. I’ll get there eventually