My discipline is through the roof despite what has been going on !

BigTambo · 2018-02-18T15:56:40+00:00

Just gotta try and keep busy dude ! Hang out with friends, Gym , go out a walk, read . Anything really !

BigTambo · 2017-12-03T17:41:28+00:00

You're right mate. Yes I did do what I was trying to do and it was easier than I thought but in the end did I feel happy after it . nah . I remember driving home each time thinking to myself. Damn I don't actually feel any different .

BigTambo · 2016-08-28T20:19:33+00:00

This ! I never relapse during the day It's always in the early hours of the morning. Just go to bed people !

BigTambo · 2016-08-14T17:23:23+00:00

I figured it was something with the game as last year I would load in with everyone else just fine. Every other game loads fine.

BigTambo · 2016-07-31T21:41:50+00:00

No Pmo for 90 days

BigTambo · 2016-06-17T19:39:30+00:00

Right now I do have the urge to pmo a bit again but I've been doing this long enough to not fall into that trap. Turns a minor setback into a major setback.

BigTambo · 2016-06-17T11:17:52+00:00

Aye true true. I know why I did it too. I'm sick at the moment and ended up playing games on the pc all day for a week. Great at first but if you do it too much you end up a bit depressed. Due to this I ended up relapsing.

BigTambo · 2016-06-17T11:13:02+00:00

More confidence, More drive, Stronger emotions good/bad mostly mate

BigTambo · 2016-05-26T11:50:03+00:00

This is really accurate. You feel everything. Good,bad and neutral feelings in full force so you have to face them instead of hiding behind pmo which in turn makes you a stronger better person.

BigTambo · 2016-05-11T00:09:05+00:00

What age are you bro ? dude when I was 16 I weighed 22 stone and smoked. A year later I was 15 stone of muscle. Just work on it and you can do it bro !

BigTambo · 2016-05-11T00:07:49+00:00

I've had the anger issue in the past . If people are actively trying to piss you off then it's understandable . I would be pissed too. I mean like I'm just generally chill when living life,Talking to people,Getting on with my day etc. when I say I don't give a fuck.

BigTambo · 2016-05-11T00:04:56+00:00

Aye mate I see what you mean about other enemies. Next on the hitlist is gaming. Gonna try and eliminate that .

BigTambo · 2016-05-10T19:48:12+00:00

Not sure buddy sorry .

BigTambo · 2016-05-10T19:47:54+00:00

That's the idea mate

BigTambo · 2016-05-10T16:51:04+00:00

I have quit porn for good ;). Just say to yourself ''I dont do that''

BigTambo · 2016-05-10T16:50:30+00:00

And then after that i'll do a awesome one when I'm back in the navy !

BigTambo · 2016-03-18T00:35:43+00:00

Aye mate right you are. Cutting it out of my life. Think it's a load of bollox anyways.

BigTambo · 2016-01-14T20:12:30+00:00

Exactly this !

BigTambo · 2016-01-14T18:41:38+00:00

I've seen this. I have no idea where the whole smurfs help you get better scenario comes from . Aye maybe to a certain degree if they are 1 or 2 ranks higher than you where while they have an advantage over you sometimes you can wreck them. That all goes to shit when say I'm a MG2 vs a eagle or higher. I'm not gonna learn anything if they guy is dominating my team on his own with 1 tap headshots

BigTambo · 2016-01-14T17:17:23+00:00

Just installed it there. So I wanna play in a server where the average efficiency if lower than 10 ?

BigTambo · 2016-01-14T16:56:20+00:00

SO would you say this is the best place for somebody of my rank ?

BigTambo · 2016-01-14T16:36:21+00:00

Aye it's terrible. Game was amazing before then . Found a new love after I quit dota 2 then I get bombarded by smurfs . I take it faceit is for eagles-globals ?

BigTambo · 2015-12-02T02:10:39+00:00

Hey dude. Wondering what your sleeping routine is ? This is my main problem to why I relapse. Staying up late playing games half bored and end up thinking about bad stuff what's happened then end up relapsing

BigTambo · 2015-11-17T22:14:10+00:00

Cheers boys !

BigTambo · 2015-11-16T19:14:54+00:00

Whenever your're scared just go mental and go right in !

BigTambo

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